kissickers

2004-03-30T19:12:00.000-08:00

. . . s o h a p p y t o g e t h e r ! !

2004-02-07T00:03:00.000-08:00

* * A T T E N T I O N ! ! ! ! !
my Kisstin48 screen name got deleted somehow...sucks huh...so i'll be using one of my old ones... SoKISSme08... oh and the the email address is SoKISSme08@aol.com...

*Don't give too much of yourself; because too much, becomes too little, and too little seldom satisfies. -Mom

2004-01-19T09:43:00.000-08:00

. 0 1 - 1 8 - 0 4 .

. L O U I S & C H R I S T I N E .

2004-01-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

T-H-I-S- -W-A-S- -S-U-C-H- -A- -B-I-G- -W-E-E-K-E-N-D- -F-O-R- -M-E-!-!-!

Friday:-CPC cd rocks!!
-Toots Fruits takes me and abs to my house
-Order pizzzzzza
-Louis comes over
-Went to Aprille's debut practice
-Got in trouble for leaving during break...trying to get a Mountain high ticket w/ ray, berna, eric, and louis...(SO SORRY APRILLE!!)-Practiced, got mountain high ticket, back to aprille's, and then louis took me home
-slept at like 1

Staurday:
-woke up at 4:45 and took a shower
-got picked up at 5:20 by ray eric ryan and jeff
-picked up bj and louis
-road trip!!
-stopped at miccy deez & ate
-SNOW BOARDING for the 1st time (thanks louis for teaching me!!) it was GREATTT!
-had a cramp on my thigh...MAN SO MUCH FUN!!!!!
-went to the car with ryan and jeff, changed and bonded! o yeahh!
-the rest of the boys came to the car, changed, took off bindings, got busted by the mountain high guy..HAHHAA
-trash!! and then louis almost fell out of the car..
-ate chips, back to miccy deez
-road trip back home
-drop off eric, jeff, and ryan at eric's, drop off louis and bj, then ray takes me home.
-shower and get ready for debut practice
-andrew comes in and picks me up
-melissa's house, eat, finding nemo, fell alseep upstairs
-off to the studio in AIMEE's NEW CAR!!! CONGRATSSS KREAMYYYYY!
-danced, danced, danced
-cramped up again and couldnt practice for the last 20 minutes or so
-changed for aprille's parents's partay
-back to meliss'a and rj's house
-aprille's house
-helping aprille with her app essay and fell asleep on her bed cuz i was tire and SOOOO sore!
-louis woke me up and then took me home, slept, woke up around 12 cuz on the phone, then slept again

SUNDAY:-slept till about 12 cuz mom and sis woke me up
-MY MOM FOUDN OUT ABOUT MY NAVAL PIERCING CUZ SHE TOOK THE BLANKET OFF ME!!!
-MY PARENTS SUPRISED ME WITH A DEBUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FEBRUARY 21 at MGM something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so lucky!!!!Im so excited!!!!!!!! my motiff is TURQUOISE!!!!!!!!
-ae, took a shower, went to pick up my dad, and then went to the place where my debut will be held at
-outside: okay; inside: NIIICEEE!!!!-went to the mall and got a debut dress!!! it is definitely TO DIE FOR! a MAJORRRR W-O-W! seriously!!!!!! it was breathetaking!!!!!! WOW!
then ate...then went home
-started my guest lost, along with my roses and candles....
-phone, aol, hmwk...currently blogging!!

i'm still sore from boarding! i'm so suprised!!! man this is just greatt! words cant describe my feeling! im just so happy but stressed but happy and just feel so good! this is what happens when you have total faith in God, man! i love it! no worries!!

THANKS YOU GOD, MOMMA, DIDDY, ATSIE, and everyone else! dude this is just so dman greattt! i am soo blessed!!! =D

2004-01-01T22:28:00.000-08:00

"Year in review" survey for 2003

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?

Kissed someone on the day we just met...was handcuffed...stuff no one knows!!

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I don't really remember..but even if i did..i don't think i kept it. maybe my resolution will be to: Live up to my full potential...

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

my uncle eric's wife did....sadly, the baby was stillborn. he's having another one though and the due date is february! YAY!

4. Did anyone close to you die?

yes...fr. jones! :( ericka page buensalido & my friend's momma...

5. What countries did you visit?

none!

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?

pride.

7. What date(s) from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory,
and why?

so many and much more! DECEMBER 10! that was sooooo gay!
sorry!!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Student Campus Liturgy Coordinator.

9. What was your biggest failure?

o man! academically? personally? pick one!

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

A couple days after my burday i got sick and was absent for 2
days..and then about 2 weeks ago louis got me sick...

11. What was the best thing you bought?

clothes or food!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

superheroes!!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

i think my mom or sister...and annoying people that made the bitch inside me be released..i never knew i had it in me!!!

14. Where did most of your money go?

buying people food..starbucks...clothes!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

swimming & hooters during summer! and getting drunk..even tho it's not great anymore... o and qwehn my parents were gona in the philippines for 2 weeks druing spring break. that was fun and exciting!!

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?

baby it's cold outside by vanmessa williams!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Wiser? Yes.
Healthier? No. Richer? not too sure.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

praying/reading at church...or maybe played a lil more. cuz i cant be a pimpette anymmore! GAME OVER.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

watching tv or eating...

20. How did you spend Christmas?

at home..san fran fam and santa clarita fam came over. along with louis.

21. Did you fall in love in 2003?

HA. nope. u can't get too attached when you're playing the game.

22. How many one-night stands?

none.

23. What was your favorite TV program?

simpsons.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

i wouldn't say HATE is the correct word. annoyed possibly or irritated..but HATE is not in my voice of vocabulary..

25. What was the best book you read?

othello was pretty good. only cuz i love my shakespeare class! cant get enough of it! :) :) :) ::sighs:: I LOVE IT!

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?

my mom's music,...it's pretty good.

27. What did you want and get?

at last...a sense of belonging. :)

28. What did you want and not get?

my parents being proud of me.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?

american wedding was funnny...X2 was the bestesst and
uhm pirates of the carribean was good!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

turned 17 and a bunch of ppl came over and we celebrated. pataaay!

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?

fresh and clean! ME!!

32. What kept you sane?

prayer. and someone...a friend...

33. Who did you miss?
my cuz brittany...and fr. jones...and i hate to admit it...but i miss a couple of close freiends that i dont really want to tlak to anymmore.

34. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.

'bullshit comes and goes. however, it all depends on how YOU, yourself deals with it. if you blow it up, then kaboom. if you leave it alone, then do it. if you ignore it, then completely erase it form your mind. all in all, it matters how you see the world when the bullshit is happening to you. that's wut determines whether or not you're strong or not. so pray and be thakful.'

35. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

Baby it's cold outside!!

2003-11-15T12:38:00.000-08:00

o my dear sweet Jesus Christ superstar!! i have not blogged in so so SOOO long!! since foreverrrrrr! WOWZAZ! i dont even know if i remember how to do this... A LOT of things has happened sicne my last post! Life has just been going on! i have NO IDEA what to say...I LOVE MY PUPPY DOG SOONEE! things are going pretty GREAT right now...oh wait time out...someone just called my cell...bye God bless!!

2003-08-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BURDAY TO THE BESTEST CHIEF KING OF THE POOL EVER!!!!!!!!!! -BJ-'S SO NICE!!!!!!! AND I MISS THIS BURDAY BOY MUCHO MUCH A LOT! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BURDAY BBBBBJJJJJJJJJJJJ! :) U ROCK IT LIKE NO ONE ELSE CUZ UR THE BEST EVER! LOVE YAH DUDE! SEE YOU SOON! GOD BLESS! AND HAPPY BURDAY ONCE AGAIN!!

BJ = :)
...all the waaaaaaaaay!!!!!

2003-08-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

so school started yesterday...senior life at imac...yippy...skippy...yippiddy...doo...da... i love seeing all those imac faces! all i gota say is WHOAwowhoaWOWhoawhoaWOwhoa! and that i think...the one and only, solemn, strong, koolio foolio thing that i have ever taken pride in, and that i am FINALLY, ACTUALLY proud of myself for...during my entire lifetime as of right now...is being the offce of Student Campus Liturgy Coordinator. It's FINALLY something i know i'm bomb at and love to do..even though the job is very time consuming and tedious... i guess i feel it's something i truly deserve and have really earned...all on my own..by myself...people may think i'm being boastful about this job...but i FINALLY have soemthing R-E-A-L to me that makes me smile and proud. i dont know...cuz you all knwo i'm an idiot! i'm not trying to brag or anything...jus want blog about what's been happening and how i feel...
aye caramba! wutever dude!!!!!! i should shut up about this now...

hmm..what else is new...TOOTY FRUITY is my CARPOOL! she picks me up and takes me home! THANK U MUCHO MUCHO!!!! i truly appreciate it! you have made life a little easier for my momacitasfritas and me. :)

i need to pray moreeeeeeeee because i dont!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH! deep crap happening yo! :(

I WILL REALLY REALLY MISS MY COUSIN BRITTANY WHO IS CURRENTLY DRIVING ON HER 4 DAY LONG JOURNEY TO OHIO RIGHT NOW...THIS IS THE COUSIN I GREW UP WITH! AND SHE'S MOVING AWAY! FROM TAKING BUBBLE BATHS TOGETHER WEN WE WERE LIKE 2 TO OUR CURRENT TALK ABOUT OUR FAMILY AND GUYS...FROM BARBIES TO MAKEUP...MARCO POLO TO OUR WATER BALLOON FIGHTS...TAKING PICTURES, OUR SLEEP OVERS, MONOPOLY, THE MALL, SHOPPING, SAILOR MOON, GRANMA CURLING OUR HAIR..AND EVERYTHING ELSE... I LOVE YOU BRITT! YOU AR ALWWAYS IN MY PRAYERS! I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE...DONT WORRY! C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S FA SHO!

i love my mom & dad, sis & bro, GOD, my family, my friends, & my beloved puppy dog Soonee!

2003-08-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

MUST PRAY! so much stuff you dont even know! i cant get myself outa this one now...MUST PRAY!

2003-08-20T18:07:00.000-07:00

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2003-08-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

BJ jus made my great day greaterrrrrr! YESSSSSS! jus by a lil thing to0! the little things do very much count jus as much as the big things in life! thank u chief!!

2003-08-10T15:03:00.000-07:00

hmmMmm..let's see...wut's the update w/ me?

-Joanna's debut last nite was fun! kuya mike to0k me. she lo0ked so pretttttty! i kicked i w/ the so0n to be college freshman! man i was the only so0n to be senior! HAHA! and i said a speech durign the debut! they asked me last minute! i talked about my fav memory and all that! ko0lio fo0lio!
-permit expired on the 8th cuz my parents wouldnt let me take my driving test on the 7th! some pretty crapped up drama went on there!gtoa take permit test over! so not my fault! JERKSSS!!!
-i miss the usual ko0l crew! not in any order: bj, aprille ray, louis, eric berna, aj assley..i seem to be missing out! darn it!!
-my sis old friend Karla spent like a week here..she's gone! back to New York!
-on friday roses came by & i spent the day w/ her and her bf and his amigos. went to her house then gardena..met new ppl...fun stuff...my mom didnt care wut time was coming home since i was w/ my God sistah! the day consisted of PC bang sho0ting ppl, albertas fries, erahhh's casa, his puppy bell! :) starbucks, me on my cell in the car, & carls jr.!
-my puupy dog is so cute! i love so0nee Babay!
-Ray's suprise on tuesday was ko0l go0d stuff! fun! that day was pretty interesting for me! very very very overwhelming! but flattering! kicked it w/ ito gin earvin angelo king bj eric berna aprille ray riza their fam & friends vince shun lisa sharon ass aj diana pj and the list goes on and on!
-ASS AND I GAVE RAY THE BEST GIFT EVERRRRRRRR!
-what high scho0l am i going to? heh! haha! whaaat? dont ask! i dont know! but if i go to imac then scho0l starts n 2 weeks! dude...summer reading bo0ks say whaa?
-summer's almost over! must LIVE UP these next 2 weeks!!
-i'm reafing at church 2day! YaY! but ehh! but YaY!
-random: 70% of dust on the flo0r is skin sheddings...ok i'm lame! urban myths on mtv...yahh yeah!
-ehh, lovin' it...hatin' it..livin' it up!! wait wut am i talking about? huh?
-man life's just to0 great sometimes!

G O D - B L E S S - Y O U - A L L !

2003-08-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

F U C K T H I S ! ur yelling & lack of patience doesnt help the present situation any better, if yet, makes it even worse for the both of us. how do u think i am suppose to react to hysterical anger & temper? which by the way needs prior management. how do u think im suppose to absorb what you are telling me when u constantly act unjustly when it is not needed or wanted? stop being a negative person and try to focus on my go0d abilities. please stop with your utterly wrong comparisons that i have dealt with for as long as i remember, because i am most definitely tired of all of them. i hope i can yet again prove u wrong on your false judgements & assumptions that you have made about me. i will cntinue to rpay longer and harder for change to happen. T H E E N D !

2003-08-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

.:* Have you Ever*:.

>1. Ever been so drunk you blacked out: nope
>2. Missed school cause it was raining: nope
>3. Have you ever set a body part on fire for amusement: nope
>4. Been hurt emotionally: yes
>5. Kept a secret from everyone: yes
>6. Had an imaginary friend: my sis said i did when i was younger! i think she's messin! wut do u think?
>7. Cried during a movie: yes
>8. Had a crush on a teacher: no
>9. Ever thought an animated character was hot: yes
>10. Been on stage: YES!!
>11. hooked up with someone u weren't with: no

>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Favorites~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >>
12. Shampoo: thermasilk or pantene
13. Soap: Dove
14. Color: grayand white
15. Day/Night: night
16. Summer/winter: summer
17. Lace or Satin: say whaaa?
18. Favorite quote: we're going streaking! -old scho0l! and i know God wouldnt give me anythign i couoldnt handle. i just wish he didnt trust me so much. -mother thereasa
19. Favorite food: mashed potatoes bananers and twinkies
20. Favorite Advert: laughing out loud
21. Favorite Movie: sister act 1&2 old scho0l!!!!! lil mermaid dirty dancing space balls cry baby
22. Favorite Ice Cream: vanilla rainbow sherbert jamoca alomond fudge
23. Favorite Subject: religion!
24. Favorite Normal Drink: lemonade ko0l aid strawberry banana smo0thies bananaberry
25. Favorite Person to Talk to Email: to talk to? or to email to?

>>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~RIGHT NOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >>

26. Wearing: shorts and a tank top
27. Hair is: half up and down
28. I'm feeling: tired
29. Eating: nothing
30. Drinking: Nothing
31. Thinking: hm..wut will i do tomorrow? wut time will i eventually wake up?
32. Have a Boyfriend/girlfriend: no thank u come again!

>~~~~~~~~~~~~IN THE LAST 24HOURS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

33. Cried: Nope
34. Worn a skirt: no
35. Met someone new: yea JER"s relatives
36. Cleaned your room: yes mom made me! had compnay over to0
37. Done laundry: Nope
38. Drove a car: no andrew aplor didnt let me!

>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >>

39. Yourself: yes..sometimes..yesiree chief
40. Your friends: yess
41. Santa Clause: no cuz about 2 or 3 years ago i left milk and co0kies out for him and when i wojke up they were still there untouched! :*(
42. Tooth Fairy: it'sd my mom! i found my to0th in her robe pocket!
43. Destiny/Fate: yes!
44. Angels: yea
45. Ghosts: somwtimes not really the good ones!
46. UFO's: Nope

>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FRIENDS AND LIFE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >>

47. Like anyone right now: not really..lemme think and sort thigns thorugh up in my head 1st..then i'll get back to you asap!
48. Who's the loudest: uhm..ME? amanda de jesus! linda valenzuela!
49. Who do you mainly hang out with: the ko0l crew! not in specific order..does that sound fmailiar? bj, aprille ray, loui, eric berna, aj ashley
50. Who's the weirdest: ha prolly me...most defintitely me!
51. Who do you cry to? not to0 sure..havent done that in a while! i cy to my puppy dog so0nee!
52. What do you absolutely hate? rude ppl / no common courtesy
53. What's the best feeling in the world: being with someone u really care about or vice versa! HAVING A FUN AND EXCITING TIME! o yeah and having that rush feeling like when u ride a really steep ass roller coaster! wutever i do to get that feeling!
54. Worst feeling: feeling like u cant do n e thing tomake a bad situation better..like ur helping hand cant help no matter wut u do! and that onetime i got heart broken! dmn !i had to be drunk!!
55. Who will respond to this e-mail the fastest? wut e-mail?
56. Who did you send this to who won't reply? wut r u talking about?
57. Who sent this to you? my coussn BRITTANY
58. Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: no! this shit is suck! stupid short dumb questions! where are the indepth stuff? wutever dude!

2003-07-24T20:38:00.000-07:00

this blog entry is for the just married couple...AJ & ASS! and here's why...

DiD u SaE wHiTe [8:28 PM]: blog about me!
DiD u SaE wHiTe [8:28 PM]: and aj says blog about him

hahaha..wut freakazoids! congrats to the newly weds! :) o man i love ass! always there to talk to her about extreme stuff that no one knows of or extreme little things that everybody knows! hahaha! what can i say...but that i love her so much and that chick knwos me! knows me real well! and as for aj...man his cousin is ko0l! had a blast in the car!! THE END!

...just kiddddding aj! you're my coffee neighbor bud! mius the coffee right??? i love yah to0! ur family is super nice! i like ur lil bro! ho0k me up fo0! haha JusPlayin! but yah ur ko0l cuz i can easily talk to you about stuff! ur funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny!

ok the real THE END now. u two go live happily ever after now! :)

is to0ty fruity back yet????????

2003-07-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

:) someone is making me blog! and even tho the seashells are suck u better like them! it to0k so long for me to dig in the frickin' dirty sand for them! i missed out on the water fun just for ur seashells! o and ur rock is suck to0! but u better like it! cuz if u dont...then i'm telling u..hearts will definitely drop! ANYWAY, YEH I DICTHED SCHO0L AND WENT TO THE BEACH TODAY..I WENT TO THE BEACH ON THURSDAY TO0! I'M SUPPOSE TO GO ON SATURDAY..BUT I GOT IN TROUBLE TODAY FOR BEING OUT THE WHOLE DAY AND FOR BARELY/NOT CALLING! SORRY BUT I HAVE NO SIGNAL AT THE FRICKIN BEACH! RIGHT SOMEONE? I SO HAD NO SINGAL! I'LL BLOG BOUT IT LATER..I HAVE PLENTY OF TIME NOW SINCE I'M GROUNDED! :)

I MISS TO0TY FRUITY! I THINK SHE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! YAY!!!!!!!!!

2003-07-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

asn 01 [9:38 PM]: ok ok ok, ur a rather new friend of mine, but still as friends, this esay question asks wat do ur friends like best about u, giv me an asnwer
Kisstin48 [9:39 PM]: do i answer that confusing question?
asn 01 [9:39 PM]: yes, giv me somethin to write dude
Kisstin48 [9:40 PM]: write huh? i dotn get it! do i answer it about myself? lol!
asn 01 [9:41 PM]: no dude, tell me wat u like beest about me
Kisstin48 [9:41 PM]: darn i was already typing soemthing bout myself
asn 01 [9:41 PM]: well, put urz too then, but giv me mine first
Kisstin48 [9:41 PM]: HAHAHAH! ok..wut i like about u!...hmmm....
asn 01 [9:41 PM]: i gotta write it
Kisstin48 [9:42 PM]: the way ur superman by doing everythign but still find time to call me when ur on ur way home! hahahah or the way u dont know how to dance..but you'll give it a shot on the dance flo0r anyway! :)
Kisstin48 [9:42 PM]: HAHAHHAHAAAAAAA! that's not something you'ld write down right??????????
asn 01 [9:44 PM]: ill write it
Kisstin48 [9:44 PM]: woohoo! wut is this for anyway?
asn 01 [9:46 PM]: . One particular friend calls me "Superman", although I know other people work much harder than I do.
asn 01 [9:46 PM]: my readin clss
asn 01 [9:46 PM]: thatz wat i wrote
Kisstin48 [9:46 PM]: wowzaz!
asn 01 [9:47 PM]: That friend also admires the way I take a shot at something even though I'm not good at it, like dancing.
asn 01 [9:47 PM]: ther ya go
Kisstin48 [9:47 PM]: HAHAHHAHHHAHAHAA
asn 01 [9:47 PM]: see, u contributed
Kisstin48 [9:47 PM]: how FUN and EXCITINGGGGGGGGGGGG
asn 01 [9:48 PM]: definitley
Kisstin48 [9:48 PM]: i wan blog it! :)
asn 01 [9:49 PM]: lol
asn 01 [9:50 PM]: watever dude
Kisstin48 [9:50 PM]: i can??????????????
asn 01 [9:50 PM]: i dont mind
Kisstin48 [9:50 PM]: woohoo! party up in on my blog!!!!!!
asn 01 [9:50 PM]: lol

2003-07-20T16:10:00.000-07:00

YaY! bj, eric, and louis are back from vegas! :) i feel very caca because i missed them so much! how caca is that! i missed those little girls!! i wonder what they got me! better be go0d guys! better be go0d! anyway, GLAD U GUYS ARE BACK and ready for me to bug you all! :)

2003-07-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

asn 01 [11:16 PM]: i was like, "i like goin out with my friends. it doesnt matter wat we do, cuz being with them makes everything fun and exciting"

hahha! nice to know that ive influenced him! go0d stuff! keep truckin'!

i'm on Friendster now! haha my name is SisterChristine! :) how fun and exciting!

2003-07-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

summer scho0l! bro picks me up! aww! randy and brad werent there today! but i saw them walking!! go home and get ready! sis drops me off at imac bo0k selling and she didnt want to pick em up! got lots o cash man for yucky bo0ks!! I SAW SHARON and SAM! and more ppl!! louis spontaneously picks me up! thanks dudette!! but there was a cost! i owe him my life and we had another deal regarding the replacements! come home and decide to accompany my sis and bro to target!! at the boring ass mall for an hour doing nothing!! bought 2 shirts at anchor blue!! my ice cream fell on the table!! :( home again!! thenn go with my bf..whooops!! i mean dad to buy/get the lumpia! go to some stranger's house for frickin lumpia!! home home again!! play with my puppy dog so0nee! wana go to tilLy's? no sorry guys! i'm tired!! beach thursday can u go? okay guys i'll ask! :) so yeah plans are..beach on thursday!! movie with my bf! i mean dad tomorrow maybe!! maybe mom to0!! how fun and exciting! ERHSS can bite my ass!!

Kisstin48 [11:02 PM]: i bloggggged! :)
untochaBle0ne [11:02 PM]: kool
untochaBle0ne [11:02 PM]: did u say anythin kool abou t me
Kisstin48 [11:02 PM]: no
Kisstin48 [11:02 PM]: lol
Kisstin48 [11:02 PM]: hold on i will now!
untochaBle0ne [11:06 PM]: good

this is for the chief! ONCE UPON A TIME there was this guy! who else but BJ! this is all about him! i called him today! yeah that was fun and exciting! he was to0 busy though! our convo lasted for about a minute and somethign! he was playing with his bro! o man he;s such a GREAT brother! i wish my sis and bro treated me like that! BJ's soOoooo00oo0o0ooOoo nice! like waay! he's ko0l man! like way! he's the king of the po0l! BJ's SO the BEST! so any single hotties out there for bj...give me a tag and i'll ho0k it up! he's single! sexy! and free! no one can resist him! he's irresistable! everyone loves BJ! THE END! blah blah bleh! i'll cut to the chase! everyone lived HAPPILY EVER AFTER!

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Kisstin48 [11:11 PM]: lol
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DiD u SaE SeXaY [11:12 PM]: WHAT ABOUT MEEEE
DiD u SaE SeXaY [11:12 PM]: I NEED A STORY TOO KISSS
Kisstin48 [11:12 PM]: manana!
Kisstin48 [11:12 PM]: haha okok FINE!!!
DiD u SaE SeXaY [11:12 PM]: woo hooooo

o man o man! ONCE UPON A TIME there was a girl whose burday was in april and in some odd coincidence her name was aprille! ans so she read this blog right before your very own eyes! and said that she needs a story! so this is where the story has not yet began! so, now it;s beginning! aprille's house is the hoTt spot place to be! everyone who's anyone goes to aprille's! she's a princess man!! she';s just a hop and a skip away from my house! alwyas there when u need her! APRILLE ALLOWS HER FISH TO DIE! haha jus playing! i'm goign to BUY her a fish one of these days! because i wana make her happy! aprille's the best to0! just like bj! maybe even better?!? who knows?! it's a forbidden secret! when aprille was in san franny i missed her oh so much! i didn't know where to go! it was like my leader was gone! i was hopelessly lost! i missed her a lot!! but she's back now so it's ok! o yeah and her fish are dead! they've been dead! i love aprille mucho! man! she tolerates me! and that's so difficult! i cried! i laughed till i cried! i do naughty naughty things! i pray mucho! i thank God that i have a friend like her! i'm myslef when i'm with aprille! but she corrupts my innocent mind!! aww! how fun and exciting because aprille and i lived HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!

2003-07-14T23:03:00.000-07:00

SEXAYxSHARON [10:51 PM]: yeah i wll
SEXAYxSHARON [10:51 PM]: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw yaaaaaay
SEXAYxSHARON [10:51 PM]: i get to seeeeeeeeee u
SEXAYxSHARON [10:52 PM]: aw how special!! christineinstinstineintnies i miss u

I- -L-O-V-E- -S-H-A-R-O-N-! (sharon hates it whenh i blog this sentimental stuffers! i love it though! just like i love sharon! and i'm gona see her tomorrow! :) YaY!)

jus got home from islands...w/ aprille ray ash, aj, and a new funny one names Jeff!! hula hula hula hula hula! lLolL! literally! i did! porn X rated! i won the drinking contest! i'm the weinnner! imac tomorrow! bo0k buying/selling! YaY! imma see some hott girls! i miss my imac friends!! bye bye! HEY APRILLE! i'm on a journey! and you're helping me on this journey! a God Bless Journey!!

Kisstin48 [11:11 PM]: i missed berna eric louis and bj when we were eating
DiD u SaE SeXaY [11:11 PM]: yo tambiennnnnnn
Kisstin48 [11:11 PM]: like i was thinking about them while i was in contemplation! i missed them!
DiD u SaE SeXaY [11:12 PM]: yo tambiennnnnn

SOKNA'S HOT STUFF DUDE! SHE'S PRETTY SKINNY HAS LONG NICE HAIR AND IS HOTT! SORRY FELLAS, SHE HAS A BF!! MY BRO GAMES!

2003-07-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

H-I-G-H-L-I-G-H-T-S- -O-F- -T-H-E- -M-O-N-T-H-!

...random stuff...

-mom at new york! i miss her!
-spending A LOT of quality time w/ my p. diddy! we're on some type of movie-craze! i love spending time wiht him now! as louis says: "he's like your frickin boyfriend!" wtf!!!!
-soonee got a shot today! aww po0r puppy dog!! she lost weight to0! she's not obese anymore! sfrom 7-lbs...she's down to 66.2lbs! i'm s0O0ooOo proud!
-I GOT A NEW BED! Ho0raY! nothing was ever wrong with my old one..my mom jus felt it wasn't go0d enough..so my dad bought me a new one today! well, not exactly bed..but matress i guess?and OMG! i definitely love it! it's sooOo0oo0oOoo high in the sky! i REALLY feel like i'm CLOSER to GOD! also closer to my: "Remember 2 PRAY" sign on my ceiling! i HONESTLY feel like i'm on a GOD HIGH on my NEW BED! :)
-E.R.H.S summer school...'Ehhh' do i need to say any more? :/ well, it's not that bad! i like FINALLY having guys in my class/scho0l! imac loves being an all girl private catholic school! how fun and exciting!
-my ro0m is sOo0Ooo00oOoo clean! i have a computer in it to0! but it's not ho0ked up yet..because someone ::ahem ahem -andrew- ahem ahem:: didn't wana bring the extension cord! haha! it's okay! i love him anyway!!
-to0ty fruity's 1st debut practice was on sunday! we watched 'the ring' and i got SooOoo000O0oo scared!
-daily carpo0l: mark! pero not anymore! he's off to diego n vegas!
-i miss kickin' it with the main crowd that i kick it with! i really do miss them!! even though they make fun of me! i'm not a guy n e more! and NO! they are not ur 'replacements'!!
-i got a new bathing suit today!!! i love it! i can't wait till i actually use it and wear it! wo0ho0! yippy skippy!!
-i'm so0oOo0oOO0oo happy! i don't know why! i finally actually belive that you don't need a guy to make you happy!!
-i finally talked to HOMIE L! geeze i'm to0 ko0l for him. i havwnt spoken to him cause im to0 ko0l! lLolL! (JusPlayingHomieL!..u know 143!)
-still lovin' my new cell phone..even though i don't know how to do anything yet...
-wishing the best for norman and his family..especially his granmama! i'm praying!!!
-must-buy-summer-reading-bo0ks-MUST-BUY! (and must read....uhh..just as lobng as i buy em!)
-my eyes don't hurt anymore because i got new contacts and i ACTUALLY take them off at night when i go to sleep now!! i'm amazed!
-florida and san jose family are coming over tomorrow! fun-filled excitement! my dad said we might go to the beach! can't wait till go swimming!!
-manana i think ito's picking me up from scho0l along with his bravo pals!! wut shall we do?
-HOPEFULLY swimming at bj's on friday! i sure do hope and pray so!!
-time to go so hmwk! nite sleep tight sweet dreams take care be safe drive safely and above all...GOD BLESS!

2003-07-06T01:09:00.000-07:00

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BJ
Ok thats all i wanted to say

2003-07-02T16:30:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: THE THREE N's KISS-Kiss your love on the naval, then the neck, and conclude wuth a cute nose kiss.
weirdo kiss...aye mamamia citas fritas! aye caramba!

! - T - E - N - G - O - D - U - D - A - S - !

Feeling:ehhh..wutever dudette!
Thinking about:i should be swimming rite now...
Talking to:oo ah er in!
Statz:heart broken...everything i was every afraid of with a guy happened all at once...wut a nice way to face yer fears eh?

this blog entry is gona be random gibberish! yeah i'm weird i know!

asn 01 [10:31 PM]: gosh, so sensitivo
hey thanks louis dudette! ahhaha! that was seriously hilarious! insanely outrageously funny! o man just imagining him say it makes me laugh...stilll!

kissexay gone wild...right krisexer!?!

i now know and understand that guys have feelings to! heh...my games are ending!

ito said: "christine, i think you're becoming a better person."
why thank you ito! :D what a kind gesture!!

how can all be forgotten when i said some pretty intense things?
guys gets over thigns soo easily!! i swearrrrrrr

normsnaman: you're a cow! cow girl!!
wut in the world!?!!?!? why am i a cow?!?!??!?! lLolL! hahahahaaa! random!!

my mom's going to new york!! man o man if my dad was going t0o...o man great laughs of fun and enjoyment! how fun and exciting! i wish i was going t0o! i wana go to my uncles's wedding!!

gene are i are planning a 6 flags trip!! fun filled excitement! when o when will we actually finisH planning?!?

on a scale of 1-10..how weird am i?
bj, enrico, and norman say 100000000000000000000000! louis says 8! wut do you think? i'm not that weird guys!! am i really!?! i'm just different...somewhat...right?

i hope my parents let me go out tonight to watch T3! mannnnn, i'm suppose to be swimming at bj's right now! darn i miss all the fun!! :/

ok time to go sing more karaoke! bye bye miss american pie! drove the chevie..ahh you know!

2003-06-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SORRY! i wasnt thinking!! i was just so out of it! N - E - V - E - R - A - G - A - I - N will that happen again! my deepest apologies if i affended anyone! seriously, NEVER AGAIN! i acted so wrong! NEVERRRRRR!

2003-06-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

i love summmer!!!!! :P it's just so fun and exciting!!! i'm having a major blast! plus, i got a new cell on tuesday! yeah same number guys!!!! it's sooooo greattttt! i love it! i love summer! it's the best!

2003-06-12T16:37:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: KISSING UP KISS- Starting as low as appropriate, kiss a path upward. When you reach his or her lips, conclude with a romantic lip kiss.

tuesday: erhs, gram's house...home..aprille and peteypeks pick me up along with his ate and victoria...mall..shopping...panty hose!!! ray's house...swimming with victoria..on the boat but the sharks are gona get us and we eat cheez its and have a picnic on the boat! hwo fun and exciting!! sav-on...drive around finding a place to eat..mission unaccomplished...peteys and aprille take me home..GRACIAS!

wednesday: call berna one hundred and forty three times and woke her up...ate jack in the butt crack..sanf and made beats with my sis..drove around w/ ate ats and momacitasfritas...dropped off mom..went to best nails...got dropped off at aprille's...sacred her -3- times! YesSs that's right..3! berna and eric finally arriver..rj is with all his amigos...louis comes till late late later on...busta move! busta groove! thong and bra on me! scare the leelte critters! eat pizza...clown wig..dice...go to ol' town pasadena and watch 2fast2furious! sweeet! walk to ho0ters and ray meets us up...eat wings..7 babay! talk chat laugh laugh smile talk chat...buy candy apples...cheesecake flavor..shared with louis..b*na and Eric so cute! louis and i arguing in the car about who knows what..irritated! shake my hand sir...deer got runned over eric said and dog too...don't shake my hand! leave me alone will yah!?/ JK sir! dont ask me about nuns! :) back at aprille's house...then me and b*na off to her house...get her clothes cuz she slept over..BHAAM!! :(i'm sorry!! at her house for a while..then my house..talk laugh...call louis...linda calls...i called her back...talk about practically everything...soonee is soo cute! just look at her! talk tak talk till 4 am...cry ourselves to sleep! muwhahaha..hahah...

thursday: today wake up at 7am...aprille calls..shower time...pick up aprille up...on our way to IMAC for the leadership workshop. i had fun. A for mee all the time! free fo0d! beach balls! i had fun! C.A.R.I.N.G. from rel II...learned to think postively and enroll everyone in the vision...rule #6! **beeeeeeeep** vision stmt? present it to us! sandy and scott are ko0l ppl! see new pathways and make new pathways..a leader is not born but made...a leader is someone who leads when no one is looking…someone who can give her best! You are the leaders! Nice powerpoint on leadership yo! B*na took me home..thanks! and now it is time to pack my belongings because I will be spending the nite at my uncle’s house who lives in santa clarita…so I will be able to attend my lil cuz’s grad and breakfast tomorrow morning…good day ya’ll!!

2003-06-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

Auto response from r E mixin pinoy: SoOO Christine AM i SleepING OR PlayinG Countertrike!!! HAHA

FritZ is a funny one! :)

HAAPPPYYY BURRRDAAY TO MY DEEEKY WHOM I HOLD O SO DEAR TO MY HEART! :)

2003-06-10T14:31:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: NO KISS! i'm at my granmama's casa!

my comp and something else was pissing me off so much last nite! NO ONE OR THING CAN PISS ME OFF MORE THAN MY COMPUTER AT HOME! but i love it!

sunday: had the time of my life!! woke up, showered, got ready..bro dropped me off at christhel's casa...chilled...tita thelma drives us on the road to sylmar...at ate rosette's grad partaay! Congratulations Roses! said hi to titas titos ninang ninong cousins brothers sacramento families granmas sister and everyone else! ate..put bathing suit on..edward and his friends came..said wussup...watched the debut video..koreans gone wild! strippers...family side and christine...hahhaa...went online and looked at debut pictures...got ready to go swimming..walked to the pool area...jumped in..ate starburst jellybeans...swam...played with ally...then FLASH! oops sorry my mistake..deng! roses and amanda saw..haha who cares...swam with amanda kitty erwin marquis adrien erdward and his friend vincent nicky baby ally andrew steven...jacuzzi and poo switch off...how fun and exciting because HEY i went swimming! i'm scared of the deep part! LET GO OF ME!! dried off...done swimming...go inside..put clothes over bathing suit...girls in bathing suits gone wild at ralphs! went to ralphs with ate roses amanda and girlfriend jp...back to roses house..hollah at he fellas..who gets the waves?! chill talk walk to the park back and forth...sing karaoke with the mommas/titas...they made me do it dengit! danced with the titas/mommas...roses friends finally come...hello! the dj spinnin', the girls stting down on one side...guys on the other..go upstairs and chage out of my skirt into jeans! blue jeans babay! ally on my lap sitting down watching the dj spinnin'..POPCICLE STICK it up!! dance dance dance! mess around dancing! r u scared? be scared!! lap dance? o whoawhoawhoawhoa..one more again? whoawhoawhoaNO! pick noses! i got the magic stick! i know u can once i can hit twice! darn! mission failed! mission accomplished! thrust your chest forward! double time now! fun n messing around dancing...girlfriend jp and marqui got scared! yeah that's right suckas! grape flavor popcicle stick! amanda booty dancer! it's hot up in the garage yo! partay over! play still run around..i skip around and steven and jp make fun of me! suckas!! i can too skip!!!! geeeze! play and have fun running...time to go and say bye bye...say bye to everyone...i ride home with amanda and tita bonnie and queenie...they take me home...talk to andrew and sharon and slept the nite away!!

monday: showered and got ready...picked up diddy from work with momacitasfritas and ate ats...pick up mabl at his apartment in pomona/azusa/covina/walnut...wherever it is! go in and get my frickin cd's backQ suckaaa! go to my mom's co-worker's sister's viewing...prayed and sang for her! so sad i cried! met her family...what a fun family! so many lil kids!! prayed more and munched...bless her soul and her family! eat out with the familia-mom dad ate and mabl..eat eat..the frickin fly is bugging me soo much! arggghhh! drop off my bro at his apartment...go in and say bye bye! go home and try to go online for like 3 hours...idiot comp! idiot boys! idiots!! but it keeps me intrigued! kris lerrago and i plan for riza's debut! we got it all figured out! call sharon and talk to her...get a message from lisa and text her...my sis kicks me out of her room...so i watched the disney channel as i fell slowly asleep...

today(tuesday): showered and got ready...went to eagle rock hs to turn in the papers/applications thingy...called aprille to see wut she's doing...grammy's casa...done eating..and now blogging! k time to go! my mom wnats to check her mail! peace out ya'll! MayGodBlessYouAll!

2003-06-06T16:53:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: SLOW DANCE KISS- Pick a favorite slow dance song, and the two of you slow dance; sway to the music of a favorite slow song, all the while kissing one another.

...long entry...hopefully not...

evzJR: definitely - - - -/>that word keeps repeating in my head..over and over..and over again..makes me SMILE a million and one times multiplied by infinity to the cubed power squared! :D i love it!

tuesday: didn't go to class day since i woke up late...earvin picked me up...his house..ate ginger comes..thank you very much for the in & out! ate, online, and played with jasmine!!!!!!!! and had a blast!!!!!!! played with nisha and the hamsters- little stewart and big stewart! colored the powerpuff girls bo0k! to0k some naps..hide and go seek!..talked...played...had fun...parents came home...ate yummay hott cheese rolls...erwin came home...chilled...talked..gameboy! watched tv and then ate ginyger took me home around 10! thank you, you two!

wednesday:oo ah er in and erwin come over in the morning! i had to wake up at 6 something! they wanted soem lunchtime fo0d and morning fo0d! so i prepared their fooooo0d! b*na picked me up for imac's graduation at the hollywo0d bowl...sam's house...met up sam to0ty fruity and assley...sat with them including linders steph zhazzymine and aj coffee neighbor..saw lots o people...said HELLO to the graduates and gave them big big hugs!...el gran burrito! no comprendo!! carne asada without the tostada burrito...sam's house...finshed her juice! ate a co0kie! sam's an artist! her refrigerator had masterpiece artwork! hahaha! anyway, thanks sam-sam, for the hospitality! we talk bout stuff and laugh out loud and jam around 11:45..b*na takes me home! thanks for the ride!

thursday: aprille and peteypeks come over...bistec! no thaii bbq! they washed the dishes! thanks a bunch of coconuts!! took a shower while they washed and then we went to peteypek's mansion...riza came with us...they got their eyebrows done! i wanted to...but, i dont have any! :( hahah...how sad!! went to aprille's and helped her with the dishes and ate ice cream! then dropped off riza at home...swamp meet and converse shoe store! I GOT B*NA A BLUE FIGHTING BETA FISH! FOR FREEE! IT IS BEYOND LOVELY! A FIESTY LIL MALE! HIS NAME IS 'KISS THE FISH'..i love it! went to old town pasadena...shop or not..b*na meets us there...we depart and go our separate ways...in and out...then back to aprille's house...i have those spasm laughing attacks like i always do! it jus never ends!! watch some of love and basketball while brainstorming songs...called itolickingood...stayed with rj and watched wrestling! spyed on the neighbor that doesnt speak english! crawled on the floor to aprille's...put a brao over my shirt and a thong over my pants...and a thogn on my head...while peteypeks had a bathingsuit on...and we tried to seduce rj! sat in a provacative position for my future partna! peteypeks took me home...thanks guys!! home...online..called enrico!

friday(today): i was suppose to see MICHELLE BRANCH at a JAY LLENO show for FREEEEE but my mom said no! peteypeks' friend had 3 FREEE tickets..but my mom deprived me of this one opportunity to see MICHELLE BRANCH and JAY LLENO for FREE! so thanks a bunch to her. sis trying to be a 'mom' again! ewww! how disgusting i find that! i absolutely HATE it! thanks to my sis too for nothing..but making me feel as low as you can go! shuuuuuuuuutup already!!!!! so, i think i'm staying home today cuz she's making me...ya'll wana come over? let's bake some co0kies and watch some movies! o joy! how boring! it's a friday...and i have to stay home...eeeeek how fun and exciting!

2003-06-04T13:01:00.000-07:00

an e-mail from my sister...

>There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you
this- when people can walk away from you: let them walk.

>I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying
attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from
you let them walk.

>Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they
came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us.
For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us.
>[1 John2: 19]

> People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they
>Are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them
>stay. Let them go.

> And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their
part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your
story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to
know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.

> Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth
spiritual gift, I believe in good bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that
I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have he'll give it to
me. And if ittakes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to
stay. Let them go!!

> T.D. Jakes

>LET IT GO!!
> If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and
>was never intended for your life, then you need to.....LET IT GO!!!

> If you are holding on to past hurts and pains.... LET IT GO!!!

> If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your
> worth...LET IT GO!!!

> If someone has angered you..... LET IT GO!!!

> If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge....LET
>IT GO!!!

> If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction.....LET
>IT GO!!!

> If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
> talents..... LET IT GO!!!

> If you have a bad attitude......LET IT GO!!!

> If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better.....LET IT
>GO !!!

> If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
> level in Him...... LET IT GO!!!

> If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
>relationship....LET IT GO!!!

> If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
> themselves..... LET IT GO!!!

> If you're feeling depressed and stressed....... LET IT GO!!!

> If there is a particular situation that you are so used to
>handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you
>need to......LET IT GO!!!

> Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a
>new thing for 2003!!! LET IT GO!!!

> Get Right or Get Left...think about it, then LET IT GO!!!

> LET Gods Love, Peace and Blessings be with you always...
> "The past cannot be changed.......the future is still in your
>power!

2003-06-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: FLINSTONE KISS- Playfully decide to call each other Fred and Wilma today. After you kiss your love holler, "Yaba daba do."

wut in the world...

A N D R E W - I S - # 1 !

WoWee! i didn't wake up this morning so i'm not at school...AwWww! and i really wanted to go to class day too! i woke up at 8:50 and then i think for about 5 minutes whether or not to go...and when i tell my mamacitasfritas that i wana go...we have no car! darnnnn! sucksssss. the only thing i am really bummed about is that i wanted to give my ring sister candy suprises! i wanted to walk out of the auditorium with her...give her flowers and the thing ive been mesning to give her since ring day! shucks! i wanted to see her! and i even stressed last nite cuz i didnt have n e thign to wear...so i picked up a dress at ate ginyger's house! BbbOooO! no one woke me up till late late! darm! well..today i'll call and bug people to go out! or maybe..if my sister is home and willing...i'll ask her to take me where my friends are! cuz we were suppose to go out today! o geeze! i wana be at class day! i'm gona spend my day being a bored bubble butt! YaY for mee!
ok-time to go cook the best breakfast that i will ever have in the enitre world! want some YummMaY fo0d? come over!!!!!!!

2003-05-29T14:51:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: CANDID KISS- Somehow, somwhere, someway when your love least expects it...kiss your love.

Feeling: ehhh...down for wuteva cuz it's all bout the cheddar! OK-lame!
Thinking about: e.r.h.s
Talking to: bikmikee, normmm, and kreamy!
Watching: Passions!
Statz: teehee! weehee! jk!

mon: community service...rides provided by gail..thanks again! ab comes..marv comes...
tues: i forgot what happened? just stayed home...sucks to be me because of...eh..never-the-mind
wed: sis made me cry 2 times...ab comes over...assley's house to pick something up...FRITZ'S BURDAY! HAPPPY BURRRRRDAY! aww! what a nice tall cutie that i'm scared of!
thurs: FINALS! kicked major ass in us hist..pero..algebra II's a whole different story-line that i jus wont talk bout! let's just say ROCK!! Denny's with sam b*na ally linders ab sha lisa and manda! thanks for the ride home and thanks to all the dirvers! :) it's time to study for CMI and chem! hip hip! hip hop anonymous pottomas!

I MUST pray pray pray! pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray!! pray so that everything will get better. pray that it wont happend like that. pray that it doesnt end up the way it so might! pray that everything turns out right. PPPPPPLLLLLLEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSEEEEEE!

i recieved a really ko0l text from mocha yesterday...it stated: "if God bring you to it, HE will bring you through it." aww i love it! thanks baby mocha! i sent it to like 143637 people! sweeet-ness!

HIP HIPPO RAY! HAVE A CRAZY DAISY DAY! yeah i'm lame! so whhhat suckaaa! BYE! i love you!

2003-05-26T12:25:00.000-07:00

HEEEY! i'm at community service right now w/ gail! o man yesterday was an interesting day! so my cousins from san fran left yesterday...and uhm...i was at home...mom started getting mad and started blaming me for every single little thing. of course it's christine's fault! i'm always at fault! even though i had no control over the present situation in the first place. there is and was nothing i can do or could of bout it anyway. stop the blame! and my sis didnt help either..i went to her and said.."why's mom mad at me?" and she just syas this and that blaming me when i did, through my eyes, nothing wrong. wutever dude..wutever..chris came over and we got ready to go the valley to my cousin's jarvais' party cuz he's a marine and he's leaving for japan and we're not gona see him in years...so yeah met some interesting people and saw old people i already met...yeah yeah yeah...pretty much kicked it w/ my bro's friends cuz i felt like a loner face! so chris and my sis leftnd me and my bro stayed. i got offered to blaze and drink..and denied the offer every single time! o man my cousin was so sad! awww i love my cousin! i'm gona miss him sooo much!! he told me i'm his favorite cousin!! :) got home around 12 and my bro and his friend left home to go back to the apartments...i slept..woke up..and got yelled at again this morning as i told them that i was gona leave for community service.
i swear one day i wont tolerate all this anymore...mabye one day i will talk back and cuss the hell outa them! one day..maybe...eh you know!..revenge's a bitch aint it...i jus feel that they have given me so much shit on a silver platter..and ive been trying to be the 'good girl daughter' so ive been taking it all..and as hard as i try to prove to them i am the good one..not the devil they think i am..it doesnt work so i give up trying...i give the hell up..serious man, in my whole family i am the bad one! if they only knew what my intentions were and how deeply i felt..o dear! would they even care? shit man! i feel like i'm being thre bad child they accuse ome of being by typing/blogging all these evil thoughts..hey you know wut..they are prolly rihgt huh! if yer mutha only knew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-05-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

sokna saves the day and tells me she'll pick me up cuz she's with henley and her frined mike is dirving..they pick me up..we go to superA to buy fritz's a pie...go to her friend's house...we're on our way to fritz's..freeway..and i had my adventure of the day! BAM! SKID! SKURRRRRT! BRAKE! SLAM ON BRAKE HARD!! WHIPLASH!! BUMP INTO THE CAR IN FRONT OF US! ACCIDENT! NO DAMGE WHATSOEVER TO THE PTHER CAR. MIKE'S SWITCHING LANES CUZ HE'S TRYING TO HIT N RUN...CAR THAT WE HIT IS IN FRONT OF US AND IS TRYIGN TO STAY W/ US CUZ THAT PERSON KNOWS MIKE IS TRYING TO ESCAPE...MIKE SWERVES AND ALL OF A SUDDEN WE EXIT OFF THE FREEWAY..BAM! SLAM ON BRAKES! EVEN MORE WHIPLASH! ON THE CURVE! BAM SLAM..CENTER DIVIDER..BAM! HIT A BAJILLION REFLECTOR POLES WHILE SWERVING AND ON THE CENTER DIVIDER CURVE! CAR NOT EVEN ON ALL FOUR TIRES! CAR LEANING TO THE RIGHT AND ONLY ON RIGHT TIRES! SWERVE AND CRICLE LEFT AND RIGHT..SPARKS AND MORE SWERVES..FINALLY OFF THE CENTER DIVIDER CURVE...THEN A COMPLETE STOP! what an adventure that was..and to think it jus happend an hour and a half ago! maybe i'm making it seem a lil too bad or i dont know..that's wut happened..i dnt really remember a lot cuz my eyes were somewhat closed...it wasnt bad you know but i thought it was...and there was not damage to the car but the tire and the wheel alignment. ahah all this to suprise fritz! good smaritans help us and mike change the tire. mike's aunt's car isnt damaged..mike's henely's and my back and neck are hurting soo much! sokna's fine! the cake in my lap turned into mush! i call ito and almost start crying! everyone's mroe than shaken up! ito tells me he's coming to us...everyone comes..-G-ames Ito Fritz Lynn Aimee and everyone else..then we leave and get lost going to fritz's...chill in front of his house..play chat sit and talk about wut just happend...toilet paper over fritz's car..give him his up-side-down mushy chocolate creme cake...time to go home..mike's scared to drive home..no one wanted to drive..so then I..yes I..was gona drive. sokna rides w/ lynn cuz she's scared to ride w/ mike...mike takes me and henley with him...pass the accident site...and we were on the same freeway...scared out of my mind...got home and i am still shaken up and aching so much! God must really love all four of us cuz if mike let go of the wheel we would of rolled over! i am scared to drive now! i dont care if my permit's gona expire in like a little less than 2 months..after this experience..i don't want to drive! i am so shaken up! ok end of story! Thanks a bunch of coconuts to YOU God! i love you so much!

2003-05-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

eeew! how come when youre mad...then other people get pissed and get you even more angry! my sister can just shut the fcuk up! stop your petty complaining..stop your whinning..stop your sighing..it does me no good. and it makes you look utterly stupid. and stop rubbing it in allright..i love you and all because youre my sister but just STOP! k i'm done!

o yeah and mike's gona pick me up for fritz's thing! i called ito and yelled at him! lLOlL! he was laughing at me! haha PUNK!! he;s soo funnnnnnnny! makes me laugh a lot!! YaY! sokna's the best!! BYE BYE!

2003-05-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: M'M M'M GOOD KISS- Entice your love into a romantic kiss. While kissing, make the sound: M'm M'm. Undoubtedly, such encouragement will make the kiss last longer.

Feeling: lousy
Thinking about: how some people are suck
Talking to: no one
Listening to: my sister on the phone
Status: all those guys can suck some _ _ _ _

i'm so upset! people these days! DON'T MAKE PLANS IF YOUR NOT SURE ABOUT STUFF! yeah stupid stuff! gets me mad! and i dont really even get mad! ArGH! GRrrRrrr! fcuk! thanks ITO for not picking me up! i love it and really appreciate it! so what if i'm being sorta of drama or blowing this up. i absolutely know youre not gona read my blog in the first place..so i can name you! u said you were gona pick me up for fritz's partay along with the others but it's okay. u can bail out on me! i really don't mind! i wana poke your eye out dude! i know you know i'm pissed. and now you're online..o yeah..and u jus IM'd me asking me for fritz's cell number! kuya earvin's even mad at you. youre lucky i didnt give him your cell number cuz uhm..ghe wanted it. he wanted to talk to you to get mad at you. forreal he wanted to yell at you. you punk! ANYWAY, i'm not mad. i shall pray to Thee God Thee Almight that my anger subsides and that you may realize that youre a punk! Dear God help me deal with this anger that has overcome me. I LOVE YOU!!

2003-05-22T16:46:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: THERE IS NONE CUZ I DONT HAVE THE KISS BOOK ON ME!!

HAPPY BELATED BURDAY TO MY BRO MABL-ICIOUS, CHRIS (MY SIS EX), UNCLE ERIC, AND KIRSTOFFER RAVAGO! HAPPY DAYS TO YOU ALL!! and to DREA luvs me! FELIZ CUMPLEANOS A TI! LOVE DREAAAAAAA!!!!!! HAPPY HAPPPPPY!

hey! long time no see this blogger!!! i'm at community service right now w/ gail at Bethany Towers. well yeah i have a lot to say and i dont know if i have the time to say it! let's jus say my life has been pretty hectic so far..but pretty sweeeet! i mean, i've been having fun! a lot of fun! i havent been online in a long time either...school's almost over in a lil more than a week..and uhm..yeah life goes on. last nite my fam went to pomona to visit my bro at his apartment...and uhm it was kool. i used to live in Azusa..so it was niiice seeing my old neighborhood and area again. i love it! we ate at bishimon...this jap restaurant...we used to eat there a bunch of times when i was younger. anyway, life goes on and it's fun and tiring at the same time. i've been sleeping pretty early lately..good for me..and to NORMAN: NO! my contacts are not dry anymore! haha...o yeah and people keep bugging me bout this guy..hehe..naw it's kool yo! he's my friend! o yeah and come to thin of it..i have no more guys n e more! :( ahhaaa o well! JK! no more san fran guy or sacramento..riverside can kiss my...and uhm..glenadale, eagle rock...somebody who lives up the hill..NO MORE! and i'm content w/ it! so leave me alone! haha JK! i love it and i love you very much!

2003-05-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: WHIPPED CREAM KISS- Buy a can of whipped cream (yes, you know where this is going). Fill each other's mouth. Kiss while trying to swallow the whipped cream.

sweeeeeet! come on now..i want to do this kiss! come on babay! give it to me!

Happy Happy -19th- Burday to MY BUTSA BUST IT BUS VAN SUV BUD! YaY! Happy Burday Dude! May God Bless You and May Your Wishes Come True! Thanks for Everything! you're so old now!!

also, Happy Burday to Abby's Best Friend..R-I-A-N-! He's the CUTESTTTTTT Baby Boy in the World! May his Burday Wish Come True too!

TODAY: school was kool. talent show rocked on! i loved it! had a H2H meeting during lunch! mom picked me and abby up late. she came over. we cooked, talked, you know...the usual. went online so she could show me some good stuff and then she left! hmwk is a butt-hole! necesito estuiar para una examen en espanol! that was a simple short sentence! i love it...

RANDOM THOUGHTS/QUESTIONS:
-why do i encounter guys that flirt when they have girlfriends?
-come to think of it...when it comes down to it...i SO could like YOU again!
-aww! i LOVE my RING SISTER!
-i hate this computer! i scanned all these prom pictures, and i tried sending them...but my comp kept freezing!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!! I HATE THIS COMPUTER SO MUCH!
-why haven't you tried to reach me after that messing around argument? i guess you really do not care..and that 'i' or 'us' was just a game to you! you must have taken this seriously too serious!
-happy burday kristopher!
-hopefully, if all goes well...i'll get a new cell phone by the end of this month.
-i am so getting even more blinder by the second! I AM BLIND! do you know why? haha
-i hope it's fairly hot or sunny on saturday for my bro's gathering burday thang! cuz i wana wear what i planned on wearing.
-i love my parents! they rule!!
-i miss confirmation! miss my group! miss it alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
-i need a massage! if there is someone out there who has equal or greater massaging skills than me...wana come over?
-Jesus loves me! and Jesus loves you!!

2003-05-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: DRACULA KISS- Swoop down on your love unexpectedly. In a corny Transylvanian accent, assert "I want to bite your neck," and lightly bite his or her neck. Idea: If your love agrees, give him or her a hickey for show-and-tell at work the next day.

AAAWWW! DAWSON'S CREEK FINAL EPISODE!! they want joey!!! who will she pick?? o darn! jen just collapsed! commercial time! blogging time for me!

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME! who am i? do you wana shake my hand!?! cuz abby does! haha..I am imac's STUDENT CAMPUS MINISTRY COORDINATOR for the 2003-2004 school year! congrats to me! all my hard work has payed off, but it is surely not over yet. i turned in my essay yesterday and i had my interview today! i can relax all that stress away now! my teacher mrs. mcgrathyyyyyyy was asking me all these hard questions that were making me all nervous and hotttttttttttttt. then she said: "ok-i'll cut to it, i had you figured out 6 months ago. i pointed you out, and said...i want that one!" awwww! she wanted me to be it! i'm it! next year is gona be quite a challenge for me!! basically i'm responsible for organizing all the liturgies, composing the chapel prayer services, i'm the head facilitator of the liturgy committee, on the H2H board, and all the other hard hard difficult hard jazz stuff! neway, getting this position BRIGHTENED AND LIGHTENED UP MY DAY! IT WAS THE HIGHLIGHT!!! YaY for ME! YAY KISS!! goo job! why thank you very much!! : ) aww i'm so happy!

anyway, i was suppose to go to community service today but it didnt happen...i stayed at school till 4..chatted with some ppl! especially the recess crew peeps! fun stuff!! i love them! then calude picked up gail and me..we went to YUCA's and ate there...then claude took me home. i havent eaten there in a long time! good ol' HIGHeenazZz days! i'm sacred of claude. thanks for the ride home! aww gail's cute! hah BYE!

what happened to jen? o geeze! don't die!! o no! she's dyinggggggggggggggggg...OMG! what a shock! and she has a baby too! how sad! o no that is sad!!

ok-time to go! i love you and you know it! haha BYE!!!!

2003-05-13T22:12:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: THE SMALLVILLE KISS that Clark and Lana had...that was so sweeet!

Lana: make a wish (holding cake)
Clark: i've been wishing the same thing since i was five...
Lana: and...
Clark: i dont have to wish it anymore (puts cake down)...she's standing rihgt in front of me...
(Clark and Lana look deeply into each other's eyes, kiss softly, then get into it with a mega o mega mamacitas fritas kiss!!)

AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaWWWWwwwwwww! he said the sweeeeeeetest thing to her!! ::sighs:: i will marry the guy that says these lines to me!!! only...only in my...dreams...HEY YOU! say these lines to me so i can marry you!!! muwahahahahaaaaaaaa..

HAPPY BURDAY HOLLARATION YESTERDAY TO MY DAWG G-A-I-L! LOVE YOU AND MAY YOUR HAVE MANY MORE TO COME! I'M PRAYING GIRL!!!!!!!!! THE BEST GOES OUT TO YAH!!

sunday: HAPPY MOMMACITASFRITAS DAY! went to gram's house and saw some familia and then went home and back and then home again. suprised my mom and visited her at work! her friends got jealous! and they say i look like mommacitasfritas...pero, i dont see it! i'm thr pretty one among my bro and sis! haha! muwahahah! ok-u frickin' swear..my sister is like tooooooooooo gorgeous and my bro is like a man now! lLolL! my mom's friends are smoking! and i want some!! went home and did a grip load of hmwk and all the jazz
monday: school's a butt! class was borrrrring and i met w/ the activities director! she's dope! me gusta mucho! went home and did homework! yay for mee! i love it!! i'm trying to get the position of student campus liturgy coordinator which is the most hardest difficultest time-consuming job in heart2heart. but i know i can do it because of all my past experience and invlovement! hope i get it!!
tuesday: woke up at 3:50am to work on my student campus liturgy coordinator essay. it rocked by the way! 3 errors!! so did that and went back to sleep around 5:50am...took a shower at 6:45! eeeek! and rushed my way to class! i had to turn in my essay before 8am or it wouldnt count! turned that in! and stress free rihgt? WRONG! now i'm currently working on my contemporary moral issues project on ecology! how fun and exciting! i just love it!! i need to sleep! someone stole my cocktail party book right out of my locker! i will pray for the person who stole it that she may change her ways! i know that person is a she because i go to an all girl school for crying out loud! must finish hmwk! must study for algebra! must finish project! must not sleep! o yeah went to community service today with gail and then dropped her off at the park!

PLEASE PRAY AND HOPE THAT I GET THE STUDENT CAMPUS LITURGY COORDINATOR POSTION! it's the job i've been wanting since freshman yearrrrr!!! it's finally something i know i'm good at and have great confidence in! THAT'S RIGHT! the low self esteem-er finally has found confidence in something! YaY! i love you! i really do! PRAY!! PLEASE!!! :) may God bless you in the name of the Father and of the Son and of Holy Spirit AMEN!

2003-05-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: STRAWBERRY KISS- Hold a fresh, juicy strawberry between your lips. Beckon your love to kiss it away.

Feeling: thankful
Thinking about: a million and one things! and my student campus liturgy coordinatory essay...
Talking to: #1 andrewwww, girlfriend jp, and my #1 gay: gail!
Listening to: ambulance sirens made the dogs bark...
Status: i don't know and i don't care!

today was another kool day. my mom woke me up, got ready, mabl came home, lolo and grams came over, we left to go to northridge, went to mass for my cousin's 1st communion!!! it was greaaat! i like the lil kids singing! it was so cute! the litttle boy w/ blue eyes and a blue shirt! he's the besttt ever!! after that go to this chinese restaurant that had no sars for the reception. ate and ate and then i got the greatest most splendid thangss in th world! SCRIPTURE MINTS!! they are so greatt! i got a lot! but i'm not sharing! when it comes to holy stuff, it's all mine!! so yeah ate there and then left..my bro and i fell asleep in the car. went home...and then all i remember was i lied down and asked my bro to turn my tv on...then all of a sudden it was 5:30 and i woke up! called aprille cuz i had a missd call...peteypekpek answered...they picked me up along w/ ass and aj in the car and we headed for the marketplace. saw ppl there...ate panda for 75 cents! jealous arent you? and then ally and tony met us...aprille peteypeks ally and tony went to watch X2 while me ass and aj walked around the marketplace being bored butttss! berna and eric met us up at borders...then bj. we walk around and decide to head on over to the bowling alley. guys in bj's car..gals in bnas! sharon and lisa met us up there and we bowled! after like half the gaem aprille peteypeks ally and tony come. they stay and then leave. i used to be fairly good in bowling and now i just am suck so much big bootas! BJ AND I WERE TIED FOR LAST PLACE! argghhhhhh!! grrr!!!!!! i so thought aj was gona win! eric suprised me! ass ended so well and lisa's jus good! eric and bna bounce..bj takes the rest of us and he dropped me off home! that was my day. too bad the plan of norman coming ovr didnt work...but i sure was looking around hard for him cuz berna told me he was at the marketplace! we were goan watch x-men1 at my house. oh welll next time...okay imma do my hmwk! peas!

2003-05-09T23:44:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: DON'T KISS AT ALL! keep your lps and siliva to yourselbes! and you wont get mono and all those other kissing diseases! don't spread your siliva because you don't know where people put their stuff, so keep aware of where people's things have been and don't kiss all!
okay jus playing kiss all your want!! it's fun! just do it!

Wednesday: home and slept. Thursday: maritess is sooooo talented! she made my day! she can do so many tricks with her hand and mouth!i love it and i love her! she makes me smile! i literally fell off my chair laughing! i was under the table! aww she's the best in the west side! and home. Friday: ate picks up mee and ass..she sayd hi to mrs. mcgrath.. got my yearbook! something is wrong with my posture in my pic..look like butt..got my prom pics..my posture yet again! i look like that stuff that come out of your butt hole when you sit in the toilet! nastttttyyyyyy dude! ass comes over...spent quality time with her..talk chat chill eat laugh dance sing watch tv eat more play bond listen to music lie down call ppl take soonee out...then louis and bj lag majorly...they pick us up..i had to bring aprille some ranch dressing and i even forgot it at her house. i also brought xmen 1...we pick aj up...and we go to aprille's hosue...aprille her bro rj and his 2 gf's berna eric peteypekpek me ass louis aj and bj! eat eat pizza hut laugh out my heart's content fall to the flooor like a killion times because i always laugh like that because peteypekpek reminds me of noodle planet when i laughed like that because it was o funny! peteypekpek in a swimsuit watching red dragon berna and eric leave..watching matrix vote on a movie now watching xmen 1 pleaying that game with those cards and u guess what it says and i'm the winner because the dentist is going to take out all four of my apendixes...did i spell ther plural of apendix wrong? i probably did because i'm dumb. laugh out loud so much and sam came at the end of the movie. o it's lonely now! lLolL! wait who said that? that was oo funny i was laughing inside! hahahah! i'm an x men freak! hooray! play more get tickled and laugh out loud a lot and i think i lost weight cuz i laughed so much! chilled talked played that game and uhm yeah "won't you be my girlfriend! NEIGHBOR!" funny like forreal. everyone leaves..sam takes assley home. peteypekpek leaves solo. bj takes aj me and eric home. thank you very much for the ride and thanks you aprille victor for everything!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

2003-05-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: UNDER-THE-STARS KISS- On the next beautiful clear night, find a place outside for you and your love to sit and stare at the stars. Talk about romantic times and kiss each other frequently.

I LOVE MY ASSSLEY! today at 8pm, it's kiss and ass bonding time! if she doens't call, then i'm gona stick my keyboard up her butt a million times infinity cubed times! JP! that's sick guys! nasty-ness!!)

DiD u SaE wHiTe: my list is people i hate
DiD u SaE wHiTe: kiss
DiD u SaE wHiTe: jjkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
SoKISSme08: HEYYYYYYYYY
DiD u SaE wHiTe: i loooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee yooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuu
DiD u SaE wHiTe: fdjkhnjkfhnjfghfgh
DiD u SaE wHiTe: i love youu kiss with all my heart and soul
DiD u SaE wHiTe: i would jump off a bridge for u
SoKISSme08: i'm gona blog that sheeet!
DiD u SaE wHiTe: loooooool skjdfnjedjnfjknsjkdnfejhbfksndkfnjksdnf'
DiD u SaE wHiTe: jjjjjjjjkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
SoKISSme08: i will!!!!!!!! i so am gona! i swear!!
DiD u SaE wHiTe: noooooooo don't i was jk
DiD u SaE wHiTe: i love u kiss forever
SoKISSme08: u bettttter beeeeetch! or i'll stick this here keyboard up your butthole!!!!!!!!!!!
SoKISSme08: lLolL! nastyyyyyyy grossssss sickkkkkk
DiD u SaE wHiTe: sadasmnfjknejksdnfjknskjdfjkskdjf
DiD u SaE wHiTe: duuuuuuuuude ouch
SoKISSme08: hahaha u know u like ittttttttt..cuz i do!
DiD u SaE wHiTe: no i don't

2003-05-07T17:41:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: LEMON KISS- Sprinkle two lemon wedges with sugar. Each take one. On the count of three, bite into the wedge. Immediately kiss each other's perfectly puckered lips.

Sunday:
church with the familia...home..dad drops me back at st. dom for the confirmation rehearsals...talked to nikki ongjocozZz..and caught up with the guys...boring...fun...talked to ppl...listened...bring..fun...then jonel dropped off his aunt home..then he dropped me off home!
Monday:
school is suck...dad was late..my phone died when school ended cuz i went text crazy! text mania babaay!albertsons...home..online..phone..hmwk..got present ready..got ready for St. Dominics Confirmation Ceremony...tube or halter? my dress was awesome! i love it! ab picked me up...met up w/ ongjocozZz..did the thang...and it was sweeeet! mighty holy i feel indeed! i love it! so much! love! i'm a sponsor! how honored do i feel!?!? very much honored! after took pics...said wussup...cleaned..played...laughed..smiled! then took more pics! suppose to go out to eat w/ ongjocozZz and her family but went home...ab's mom took me home.
me: so, tell me...why did u choose me to be your sponsor?
nikkZ: cuz dude, i mean...you're a freaking nun! lol
me: awww really? is that why? awwwwww!! lol
Tuesday:
mom picked me up...smart and final to buy toilet paper! haha! went home...played with my sis! i have an oval face w/ almond eyes and bow lips! she has a queen latifa face! muwahhaha! with small eyes and uneven lips! lLolL! it was soooooooooooo funnnny! then i did some of my hmwk...and we went to auto zone...after went to do our hmwk at swork. it's a thing we share and do. u know how it goes! did hmwk...tried to talk on the phone...rite aid..drove home..dad home and did some homework. it was just such a happy day. for some odd reason...abby and me are really happy. we smile now! lLolL! i guess you can say..we're getting there! we're over it! no more! never ever!
Today:
another extremely holy and happy day! i love it! ok-so homework and maybe leader confirmation if my sister comes home! possibility! maybe swork too! yippy! bye! i love it! i love you too!

2003-05-03T17:15:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: THE NECKLACE KISS- Deposit sweet kisses that circle your love's neck. Hint 1: Concentrate your kisses along the back of the neck. Hint 2: If the first necklace went well, try a second.

HAPPY HAPPY BURDAY TO MY HOCKEY BUD GENE AND MONICA B. YESTERDAY! YAYA GO TEAM!! HAPPY HAPPY AND GOD BLESS YO! O YEAH AND TO FRITZ'S FAKE ONE..I'M SO LAME!!

I HAVENT SEEN THIS SUCKER IN A LONG TIME!!

it's been a little over a week since the last time i blogged. TIME FLYS BY WHEN YOU'RE HAVING FUN! i have so much to say but now i forgot everything so i dont know wut to say now! well, my spring break was fun! thanks to you, ate ginyger! i saw her like everyday...and it was fun! thanks a bunch for rocking my spring break! i love you! you're so my sister! allright, so during spring break...home alone w/ sis, mall, marketplace, movies, ppl over till late late at nite, guys, drinking, eating out, guys, bravos prom (which was very much fun by the way), pam's far nice cow place house, denny's, norm driving, gene driving, strawberry shake! thanks norms!...::chinkey eye smile::... confirmation, gin's house, completeing the project of the quilt blanket!! sewing or iron on? aerobics class, san fran cousins, sleeping late, waking up early, soonee humping ppl, pigging out, being broke, saving money, asking for money, spending lots of money, shopping, sleeping over, new guys, new friends, old friends, unresolved issues, new issues, no hmwk, no parents, no curfew, guys, ppl's houses, online, and many many more unmentioned things! it was super loads of fun! my parents are home..got stuff..lol..i'm a fob guys! my bag & my coin purse! shut upppppp! lol! school started! yippy! so uhm..wut happened this week...gram came over..stayed home...kris and randall picked me up for confirmation..thanks for the ride! i appreciate it!..i love confirmation! jonell took ej and me home..thank you too for the ride! even though you're a meanie to me!...in and out, sharon picks me up to go to aprille's house...thanks my lovely!! i finally saw ur dad! 144443 baby!...college fair... lots of ppl, old friends! maybe i do have a future!? so yeah...paseo colorado, aprille's house...thanks aprille for the ride to and from the college fair and everythign else! loving you! ate picks me up, Mary's Day, abby and berna comes over, berna drives us to school..thanks b*na!! love u!..proclaimed the reading...(i was St. Elizabeth! i memorized this stuffff too! Blessed are you among all women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb! But why am i so favored that the Mother of the Messiah should come to me? The moment your greeting reached my ears, the child in my womb leaped for joy! Blessed are you who believed that what our God saud to you, would be accomplished!) sang sang w/ my budd mrs. trujillo, ate w/ the dymes, danced, took pics, took a nap w/ umbrellas on top of me, on the grass while everyone was dancing and when tooy fruity was patting me!! went to aimee's, ate pizza w/ mile chocolate..and took a nap there too! thanks AIMee for everyting! 143!Louis picked up me and ass, on our way to the marketplace..o no i forgot my cell..go back..then reall on our way to the marketplace, met up w/ berna eric and aj, watched X2..it rocked! i love it!! i wana say something but i dont wana give it away so never the mind! stayed at the marketplace for a lil but. b*na eric and aj left...calypso, still in my dress! i dint brign clothes! assley's food..Louis drives in the rain..takes me and ass home..thanks to Louis too for the pick up and take home!...talked to aprille, had a nice talk w./ my sis!! went to sleep! today i wana stay home and i bet i am staying home! tomorrow gene's burday suprise thingy hopefully..then st. dom's rehearsal for confirmation sponsor! YAY onjoco!! k bye bye and i love u! o yeah and biys boys all types of boys! i think guys are made to make girls' lives interesting and different! muwahhahaaaaa..i love it...but do u?

2003-04-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: SLEEPING BEAUTY KISS- Awaken you love from slumber with a tender kiss on the lips.

aww i want that kiss! JK okay! no jus playing! not really! sometimes! maybe!

Feeling: i wana dance!!
Thinking about: linda's tomorrow! i wana go!!
Talking to: oo ah er in, new babycakes sokna, b*na babe, peteypekpek
Listening to: i need a girl remix
Wanting: money! thank God thee almight that my parents are comign home on sunday!!
Love Life: he's mean..i mean they're mean...sometimes...i think..

grams and lols come..gin and chris come..ate home...new jersey fam comes..ate gone..rachel gin and me all alone..gin leaves..pomona? naw no more...mall...marketplace...pros...nastyfaces and sickos! inever knew so many existed! i'ma pro pool player now! JK! barely my 2nd time playing! 1st time was at kris' house...i'm beat em though! muwahaha! tomorrow's plans consist of...mall in the am...home..hopefully linder's thingy! i wish i get to go! hooters with my cousins...maybe...i so need to spend time with them! time is so limited and valuable!! and they're gona be gone just like that! aww..i wish i went bowling with neil mark berna eric louis and ass today! u guys should of called me! since u guys wanted to stop by and all! geeeezers! everyones always welcome! especially when my parents are out of town! buttholes should of callled! anyway, i wana dance! and bravos prom is tomorrow!! yikes!! so fast huh! time to go! bye bye!

SEXAYxSHARON: CHRISITNIEINNIEENI i miss you!
SoKISSme08: u miss me?
SEXAYxSHARON: yes of course
SoKISSme08: am i smoking? or am i drunk again (JK) or do u miss me?
SEXAYxSHARON: ur drunk
SoKISSme08: lol
SEXAYxSHARON: jk I MISS YOU
SoKISSme08: fine i guess u dont miss meee
SoKISSme08: aaaaaawwwwwww
SEXAYxSHARON: miss miss miss miss
SEXAYxSHARON: you you you you
SoKISSme08: imma put that on my blog!!!!!!
SEXAYxSHARON: and only you
SEXAYxSHARON: noooooo
SoKISSme08: lol
SEXAYxSHARON: stop that crazy buisness
SoKISSme08: i will k jota!
SEXAYxSHARON: no jota
SEXAYxSHARON: nononon
SEXAYxSHARON: if you do
SEXAYxSHARON: thennnnnn i HATE you
SoKISSme08: yes jota and u cant stop me
SEXAYxSHARON: eey you
SEXAYxSHARON: dsl;jfsdlkcASDFa

2003-04-24T12:26:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: TOOTHBRUSH KISS- Brush your teeth together. When your love's mouth is all sudsy, plant a big wet one on the lips. Warning: Make sure toothbrushes are out of the way.

Feeling: fine n' dandy
Thinking about: bravos prom
Talking to: MY hugZ
Listening to: Usher-You'll be in my Heart
Wanting: to get some coffee...
Love Life: deng, he's so cute!

MARK OWES ME LUNCH!! LUNCHTIME WITH MARK DURING THE SUMMER! YOU AND ME BUD!! ONLY US!! YAAAAAAY! MAKES ME SMILE...CUZ IT STILL GOES ON AND ON AND ON...AND ON!!! :)

YESTERDAY was such a busy day!! ginger came over in the morning..and we worked continuously on her 1 year anni gift w/ oo ah er in. it was real nice! our hardwork and dedication was so worth it! anyway, so we worked on that practically the entire day..and since we got finished early so we picked up my camera at aprille's..her bro RJ helped me out!...we went to oo ah er in's house to out the quilt blanket on his bed..and we cleaned his room..then we took ate maan to jasmine's school..after we went back to my house...then to the flower shop to order the boutineer's for bravos prom...then to gin's house..then back to my house. oo ah er in finally called her and she went away on their date! teeheehee!! i talked to ariel on the phone!! yay!! my cousins from san fran arrived today! my cousin rachel and david..and his freind anthony! how fun and exciting huh!!

then gail and neil picked me up to go to confirmation. aww thanks a bunch gail! sorry so last minute!!mark was suppose to take me home..but plans got messed up and erased so kris and his bro randall took me home..we also took neil home. thanks busta bust it bus van suv bud! we were suppose to go to denny's...but on the other hand...MARK's gona take me out for lunch one day! i'm paying!! no, he's paying..aww, well..we'll see..right mark?!? so yah everyone should of came over my house last nite for a cup of coffee! u guys know u wanted too!! aj and louis sure did!! muwahahaha! jus playing..i love it! o yeah and christian sings the best! u sing the best! i love it! when i have money imma buy his cd!! i soo willl! i think it's well worth it...cuz i sat in his car listening to the cd..it's real good! after confirmation i was jus playing w/ alan's armpits! eww JK! we were cheerleaders! toe touches rock! oats the best date! yeah right..JK! riza's so pretty! i recieved an invitation to her debut on tuesday! yay! thanks riza!!!! so much! she said i could bring a guest! well, she jus mentioned bringing someone..maybe..why not..so i walked her to her car and said wussup to peteypekpek too. i played basketball a lil..leo and i versus angelie and carlos! we lost! sorry leo!my a point and my shirt broke!

i love confirmation! my group rocks! we had good talks and they like were kool with me even though i'm like not there. i very much enjoyed confirmation! I MISS AND LOVE IT! so kris took me home i went online..changed..my sis jasmine and cuz rachel came home...we talked..o and my cuz david and anthony slept over my bro mark's apartment...anyway, i talked to ppl online bout some deep-bothering-me-caca..norman called and my phone kept hanging up on him..sorry! u know how jacked up my cell is! anyway, talked to ito gene aprille andrew jonnyand enrico. and then talked on the phone with andrew and aprille ...and went to sleep! FUN STUFF!!

TODAY i think i'm going to the mall w/ my cousin rachel...ate ginyger and chris might come over too. and i think everyone's eating at hooters either today or tomorrow. hand fulls of fun!! we just gotta wiat till my bro mark david anthony my sis jasmine come home. HOORAY!

2003-04-22T22:01:00.000-07:00

o geeeze! darn! i blogged like 19 full chapters of a big book and it all got erased cuz of my comp! caca crap mutha sucka! u r so suck! crappers in the toilet dude! eewww! nasty huh!?! too bad huh..i had a lot to say...and it was some good ass entry! it really was!! ok so MONDAY-gin picks me up-aerobics class..it was soo fun! and funny! helicopter! skylift! straight leg! right and left! grapevine! one more! up and down! breathe breathe! pulse! keep walking keep walking! hahahaa-my house-eat-watch Tarzan-passion-wrestle w/ sis-mall w/ gin-return payless shoes-backwards pums's or whaaaa-her house-work on gin's and oo ah er in's 1 year anni gift-jack in the vrack-eat-work more at gin's house-came home around 1am-couldnt find keys-out in the cold pitch black drak for 10 minutes looking for keys-went straight to bed...TUESDAY-aprille's burday suprise luch-gin and chris come, then assley comes-albertsons-see wondeful GAIL!! aww love her!!-buy balloons-BJ's valet parking-b*na ally eric aj sam lisa linders sharon lexa her bro his gf-wait for peteypekpek and burday girl aprille-they come..SUPRISE SEXAY MAMI! HAPPY HAPPY 17th BURDAY! LOVE U!! HOPE IT WAS A BIG BIG SUPRISE THAT ROCKED UR BODY! today definitely rocked my body by the way! muwahahahaaaa!-WAIT TIME OUT...hey sharonah and peteypekpek...wasnt today an overall success? i sure think so! we rock! this was a good one! when i saw aprille's face..i so knew it was so worth it!- so..eat, eat, talk..killer beware...eat talk-everyone plus one more, luis come over-go to aprille's-mud-something drinks w/ ice and ice cream..yum...other stuff..shots!!-peer pressure kicks ass..J/P guys!!-fun fun-super fun-partaay overloads of fun-more fun-partay overload..yeah yeah yeah no tolerance allright...i'm fine! i was fine before and i am fine now! i'm normal..nothing happened!!-took a nap cuz i was tired-ppl left-aprille's fam comes over-eat eat talk eat mountains and sea of spisgetti..right allybaba?-got fatter-yummay food-ray took me home-gin was suppose to come over again so we could finish up the project..but she cant..sh'll be coming over tomorrow morning..early early in the morn! yeah that's it..peas dawg!

KISS of the day: MANDATE KISS- Command your love to kiss you. elaborate on the technique you expect (e.g. long and wet, or that way Rhett kissed Scarlett), and where and when you will get it. Hint: A comical stance with hands on hips and feet slightly apart will help win your demand.

2003-04-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: THIRST QUENCHER KISS- FOR no reason, stare at your love's mouth while licking your lips as though dying of thirst. Inevitably, your love will ask what you're doing. Answer: "I want them! I have to have them! I yearn to drink from them!" Then ask for a kiss to quench your thirst.

Good Morning! i'm sucha early bird! i woke up around 6:30-7..and i'm up and at em! i'm going to aerobics class with ginger at cal state la today! funnn! we even might pick up some boys at bravo! hooray!! happy monday! huh? whaaaaat? sometimes....nahh! well, maybe?!?! so yah on saturday...oo ah er in and giny-ger came over...chilled..then all of a sudden...out of nowhere..ito shows up at my door..saaay whaaa? he comes in...we all watched fast & the furious...my sis comes home...by the way, she thinks ito's cute!! she bugs me bout him! no no no! he is my frienddddddd!!!!!! then my sister's friends come over...i pack my things! with no help at all from oo ah er in and ito..i gather belongings to sleep over ginyger's house...fun...we go there..ito follows..we sleep and talk...fwak that prank call! talk talk..LAUGHHHHHHH A LOT!!! LAUGH OUT LOUD A BAJILLLION AND FORTY FIVE TIMES!!! sosoosososoooosoosososooooo funnnnnnnnny! OUT OF SPACE!!!!! i'm still laughing!! so yah sleep over..next day Easter Sunday and 420. oo ah er in picks us up...meet my sis bro and gams at church. church is long but refreshing! my bro made my sis and me laugh..ppl staring at us...a lot of ppl..fun fun...see aprille and the rest fo the guanzons...eat at toto's..guanzons meet us there...go to gin's house..then my house..and we all take naps here...then bro comes home from work..we all leave and go to outback steak house..my bro's gf works there..eat feet and armpit food..and yuuuuuuumay sydney's sinful sundae! dayuum that was goood! it was funny there..ppl stare again...those losers! pray for them! leave..go to my bro's apartment..fun...leave...go to gram's house to pick ehr up..then my house..oo ah er in leaves..gin stays...ate's friends are over! aww cj's soo cute! they leave...gin leaves...happy 420!! sleep sleeeeeeep..knocked out sleep! bye...i love you!

2003-04-19T15:32:00.000-07:00

KISS of the day: PINK PANTHER KISS- Humming the Pink Panther theme, prowl toward you partner. On the high note, pounce and pucker. Suggestion: Wear only pink.

that kiss is pretty 'ehh'..cute, but 'ehh' at the same time...

Feeling: bummy
Thinking about: could it be YOU?
Talking to:#1 andrew , churros arturo, and hockey bud gene
Listening to:complete utter silence is golden
Wearing: shirt from last night and pajamies pants
Wanting to: go out already!
Love Life: ::giggles:: ::chuckles:: ::smirks::

last nite rocked on! my sis and i made pizza babeee! oo ah er in and ate ginyger come over..fun..ito comes...more fun...ito and earvin leave to pick up sokna and helry (sp?)...gunyger and i cook fries..fun...hockey bud gene norman and james come..more fun...sokna helry (sp?) ito and oo ah er in come..eat say hi...more fun...dress up in prom dress in my room..guys driving outside on field/dirt area...everyone comes in..ginyger leaves to work and she looked mighty fine and goofy! hehee! we chill, we talk, we leave..take 2 cars...mall..meet my sis....where did ito and sokna go? marketplace...man w/ guitar..making fun of me (funny..NOT!)..marketplace...walk to ito's car to get his jacket..marketplace again...see ppl..say hey..hi..hugs..kisses..calypso food! movie..share food...stranger guy wanting fork (wtf?)...eat...watch...boring movie! nice fighting skills though..real nice...plot ok i guess..try not to fall asleep...fall asleep...wake up...james is funny..makes me laugh..oo ah er in messing w/ my hair...movie done finally..mall..parking lot..my house..chill..feed them..eat..talk..talk..fun..tv..sleepy..ate ginyger and oo ah er in leave...my room...partaaay in the room!..tv..pictures..couch....call linders to wish her a happy burday pero she was sleeeeeeping!!..talked to her for 6.364 seconds..it's okay! HAPPY yesterday BURDAY LOVE!...play w/ my beach balls...partaay in the living room!..sleep..ito reads me a bedtime story....drool on gene's jacket (muwahahaa!)...chill..my room..couch again...massage...granma? fish pillow (eeww)...sleep...soonee goes hump-o-rama on everyone except hockey bud! darnnnn!! wut can i say...she's a horny ball! give out love hearts..ppl reject me! (ahaha bastards!)...fuuun..granma again...sleepy...ppl hiding..ito's all alone in my room...talking...say bye..hugs and kisses...leave around 1:50am..call jonny twin..he's sleeping...enrico picks up..talk to him till 2 something bout stuff..almost 3...interesting? maybe..sometimes...just sleep and sleep...sleep sweet!

today ate ginyger is coming over...i think oo ah er in as well...fun fun in the sun..mabl's home (finally!)..i must pray the rosary!!! must call ppl bout this thing! yikes!! allright! peas ya'll! sweeet!

2003-04-17T18:33:00.000-07:00

Feeling: good!
Thinking about: tomorrow's plans...
Talking to: norman and arturo
Listening to: my granmama is watching tv in the other room
Wanting to: ice cream or boba. and i wana go shopping!
Love Life: teeheeheee!

KISS of the day: SHOWER KISS- Suprise your love with a kiss while he/she is showering. Warning: Prepare to get wet.

allright-i'm gona start putting -Kiss of the Day- stuff on my blog from now on..u know..since i am KISS! well yeah, each kiss is brought to you from a book by Tomima Edmark..entitled: 365 Ways to KISS Your Love: A Daily Guide to Creative Kissing. nice huh! uhh son! werd!!

this is my 3rd blog enetry for the day! dennng! anyway, today was pretty kool. leo, gail, aprille, ray, berna, eric, and ginger came over. we went over there, met with a grip load of imacer's and their boy toys...and ate in Meixico! El Cholo baybayy! FUN and FUNny as usual! then berna and eric took me and leo to my house. fun talks fun stuff!

by the way, Kris Lerrago (haha), if you're reading this..i so have to tell you that Ray is simply in love with you or something like that! it's so funnny and cute and weird all at the same time! he brings you up every 2.45 seconds! we were at my house and we weree microwaving food...the he goes.."hey kiss...i talked to kris last night..lalalaaaa..basketball..blah blah bleh..yeah!!" and he asked me for your number and he wanted me to ask you to go wuith us today...then at El Cholo..camille asked me where you were or was it how you were doing...and he was all like.."What? Kris?? What?? Huh?" he so wants you dude!! u guys are like meant and made for each other! i swear!! even ask aprille! he brings you up all the time!!

ok well..i'm off to go clean. i must must pray tonight! and i need to talk to sokna!! where are you sokna??? where o where could you be my new babycakes??

2003-04-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

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TODAY IS MY MOMMA-CITAS-FRITAS' BURDDAY!! SHE'S NOT HERE THOUGH!! HAPPY BURRDAY MOMAA! HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GOOD ONE! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOO SOOO SOO MUCH MORE! STAY SAFE! GOD BLESS YOU! COME HOME SAFELY! but wait time out..isnt the time ahead in the philippines..so technically it was her burday yesterday...or am i wrong? well, either way, hope my mommy's burday is the best!!

2003-04-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY SWEET 17 BURDAY TO MY (OTHER) DAUGHTER MONIQUE YESTERDAY! AWW DARN! I LOVE U A WHOLE LOT..DON'T I!! HAPPY HAPPY 2 U!!!! U ROCK IT!! THANKS OR LUNCH!! O YEAH AND TAWNY'S AND LINDER'S BURDAY MANANA!! YAYAYAYAAA! HAPPY HAPPY TO YOU TWO AS WELL! I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT TOO! RATED R MOVIES..HERE YOU COME!! I WISH YOU GUYS THE BEST!!

HAPPY HOLY THURSDAY! it's sooo early! well, not really! but i woke up at 7:30am! why u ask...because LEO came over!! this was the ony time he could get a ride here...so yeah! he was here! but he left around 10 minutes ago..he'll be back though. he's currently biking around Eagle Rock with my red bike that has flat tires! wuta chump! o yeah and i heard something that made me go..'eewww..wtf'!! i'm not suppose to know but someone doesnt really like me! well, i'm not sure if 'dislike ' is the right word...i guess this perosn knows me or of me of some sort...why you ask? i'm not sure..but i think it's a stupid reason! hatin' it! someone took a sip of hater-rade! o geeze i'm so gona pray today! not kool aiight!

anyway, i'm FINALY on spring break! hell yessss! YESTERDAY i went to berna's ouse, then we went to my house...then we went to the Olive Garden to meet up with aimee, ab, and tooty fruity. aww AIMee treated us! all of us! aww thanks kreamy!!! she so wouldnt let tooty fruity and me pay! darnnnn! not even tip!! ok well, we went to the mall so berna could buy berna jr. pretty in green!! saw oo ah er in, ats ginyger, ate maan, jasmine, and kitty...d more ppl. then went to the marketplace to chill. they shopped and stuff..nice! saw imac ppl out of nowehere!! nat's puppy dog is cute! so softttt! smells good! see people..blah bleh blah...bosco guys were suppiose to meet us but they took so long! andrew was suppose to give me a sweater too cuz it was crazy cold! the stupid lamp heater wasnt working! dengg! o yes so berna took me home..thanks mucho for the rides yesterday!! o yeah and HAPPY 3 MONTHS (yesterday) to berna & eric...and aimee and dante!! yay!

today i'm going to El Cholo for moni's lunch. that's why leo's here so early! my grandparents are here, but they're leaving soon. allright well hope today turns out fun..dude, i dont even know if ginger's coming over..imma try to try to go back to sleep. "peace in the middle east like beauty and the beast!" -jon!

2003-04-14T17:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BURDAY LEXA BABAYYY!!! HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BURDAY! I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ON YOUR DAY! YAY!!

Feeling: fine..but my back sorta kinda hurts...
Thinking about: my dress for bravos prom...which one do i wear?
Listening to: the rain drops
Talking to: norman naman, hoecky bud gene, ex-babycakes ito, #1 andrew & rei
Love Life: i happily and calmy withdraw...
Wanting to: go shopping!!

my weekend was pretty dope...here's wut happened...

on FRIDAY i went to the mall after school to get prom stuff w/ my parents..it was fun! then aprille and ray come pick me up at home..we went to get our nails done..then my house..then aprille's house..and then the mall...after we went back to aprille's house and then ally's house! FUN times w/ them!! ally's puppy is so cute! so is her dog! we took funny pics! lLolL!!!

SATURDAY (IMAC'S PROM 2003) i went to ate ginger's house...she did my hair and makeup! thanks! i have a lot of baby hair! and we used a lot of hair spray!!! real nice! she dropped me off home and came in..and then i went got ready for prom. camille and anthony come...fun...then amanda and justin..more fun...after berna eric ally tony and aj come...fun...then sam..fun..ray and aprille..more fun...kris..fun...and then gail and claude...it was fun! took pictures in my backyard! beautiful stuff! then off to prom we go. prom was fun!! we went there...said hellos..took pics...ate..our table was dope! danced danced danced..said hellos..danced..o yeah and i wont the centerpiece too! :) the food was real good stuff! danced and then left! i got an ugly give away picture thingy...so yah camel and i changed in the car...and kris drove us to the beach! we were w/ aprille ray camille and anthony...and then went to denny's!! that was fun! after and got real fat! hey kris! u owe me!! muwahahaaa aprille and ray left denny's and then we were left. we came back to my house..deeky and hugz were tired so they were like falling asleep. kris was helping me take out the many hair pins outta my hair..my hair was big! aww soonee was cute...my parents didnt even care that i was home later than expected! kool! so yeah hugz's parents came...her and cuzzing deeky left and then kris left too..and i stayed up for another hour and then fell asleep. overall PROM KICKED ASS! o yah and claude made us circle around the omni! that was funny! we were all in a line! and uhm..kris' van is funny...yeah that's that!!

on SUNDAY i woke up talked on the phone slept went online and slept. i got ready to go to the airport to say good-bye to my momaa and dadaaaaa! aw i love them! they're so cute! aww they left me! i'm here w/ a ugly mean trying to be mom meanie mean cacaface sister..and an overprotected granmama (but my granmama is the best so it's ok!)...and w/ ONLY 70 bucks for 2 whole weeks! i have 70 bucks to eat, go out, shop, live, and all that stuff...GREAT! aww i'm way poor, pissed and cold!! come back from the philippines already!!! :( i miss u guys! come back safely to me!!!

well TODAY berna took me home! thanks a bunch! so ally and berna come in..granmama tells them to eat..eat eat talk eat get fat eat...go in my rooom..then aprille and ray come cuz aprille had to pick something up...they didn't wana eat..so we jus talked talked...went online! funny pics! imma geek/nerd/dweeb cuz i memorize stuff! yeah i know! dont laugh at me!! and i have 3 tests tomorrow! in espanol tres, u.s. history..and contemporary moral isses (CMI)...so i should get crackin on the books! by the way..i like the rain! and i like the sun! either way...rain or shine..i love it!! :)

2003-04-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

it's a little less than 3 hours until my prom...just hoping for the best...well blessed be!

2003-04-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

i'm just taking a break from doing my u.s history TERM PAPER because my back is really really starting to hurt! anyone care to give a massage?? come on..it'll be waay fun!! HOLLAH at me!! HAHA...anyway, i wana give some big, fat, and juicy SHOT OUTS to the burday bunnies!! HAPPY BURDAY 2 all u bunny rabbits!

my confirmation child- NIKKI ONJOCO'S burday was on the 8th, my little-big sister- JASMINE'S burday was yesterday, and NORMAN NAMAN'S and ALLYBABA-ALICE-IA'S burday is today! i love all of you guys! may u guys have a blessed burday and many more to come! ::hugs&kisses::

allright! the time has now come to continue doing my TERM PAPER and get out of this blogger-ation! 12 more pages to go baybaay!! i'm so screwed! o well cuz tomorrow is FRIDAY and Thank Thee God Almighty for that! i do love my fridays! then prom is after that! then church is after that! dude, it's like a weekend celebration all in it's own! (not really cuz i'm not excited...i wish i was..unfortunately i'm not!...not really!) HOORAY HOORAY! HOORAH HOORAH! TIPPY SKIPPY! YIPPIDY DOO DAA YIPPIDY DAY..MY O MY WUT A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!

wise words from my sharonah...
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2003-04-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

random thoughts...but I W A N T ...
- to be good again - peace on earth - God's blessing - a new cell phone - prom shoes - a pony (even though aprille says the smell) - my tongue pierce - another puppy dog - straight A's - bigger breasts (implants) - the war on iraq to end - my old lip gloss back - another prom dress for bravos - acceptance - the 100 bucks oo ah er in owes me - a debut - the prom dress oo ah er in promised to buy me - a plane - a spyder - a fairy tale ending love life that lives happily ever after - a handsome prince - a charming prince who resues me in the exact perfect moment - a new remote control - new blank cd's - another bra - bananas - vanilla pudding - cheesecake - a new computer - another chance - another wish - an accomplished dream - self esteem - confidence - another opportunity - resotored innocence - a hug - another kiss - a great heart and right conscience - to stop living in the past - to be free - to fly - to sing out my hearts content - to laugh again - to not fake smile - to allow myslef to love - a massage - a new bed - to go to michael jackson's theme park - my license - pepsi - a star - to be a mermaid just for a day - to see an actual unicorn - to go to six flags - to own sister act 1 & 2 on dvd - to see my ganmama - to go to kew york - to hug a kangaroo - to get into college - to become a nun/sister - to laugh out loud - to see a rainbow without having the rain - to see the light - to get away - to sleep - to be a happy camper - a carmel vanilla mocha frap - a carmel apple - to see & hear God - to play bop it - to have a water balloon fight - to go swimming - to be a REAL confirmation leader - to learn - to understand - to live - to give a high five - to bungee jump again - to skydive - to hang glide - to water ski - to snowborad - to play hockey - to go ice skate - a castle - ....and many many more things!

2003-04-08T16:56:00.000-07:00

...it's as plain and simple as this...FUCK YOU!

2003-04-07T18:09:00.000-07:00

why are you so far yet so near?

2003-04-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY: MY blood-giving experience...

o man o man do i feel weak and sickly or whaaaat! i'm so out of it! at school, i took part in the blood drive and signed up to give a pint of blood. i thought it would be worry-free and easy...but, without a doubt, complications arose. i signed and answered the questionare...have you had sex w/ n e one w/ HIV/AIDS? (NO!) - have you, within the last 12 months, recieved any piercings? (YES?) they pricked my middle finger to check my blood...in order to see if i have enough iron..and then to the blood station i go! it hurt! my nurse was somewhat pretty rough with me. she pokes me..and i'm thinking..oh it's over! now i just have to fill my bag w/ blood..but then again...she pokes me continuously! i thought it was over!! she kept hurting me..i sqeeze that thing they told me to squeeze..and then blood fills the bag. for the ending duration of my blood giving...my arm started hurting...of course, me, being the disgusting little girl that i am, through no fault of my own..i started tearing...not crying, but merely tearing!..and the nurses kept asking if i was ok...and i'm responding by saying..yea i'm koool...good good..while my eyes were watery. my non-gentle nurse lady poked more...and it seemed like it took forever and 3 bajillion days to take the needle and other stuff off of me. i was about to go to the food table to much on some snacks to replenish my body..but she said i didnt look good..so she made me stay on the chair/bed longer. i kept reassuring her and myself that i was just fine, but she made me stay put. i finally get off the chair/table..and i went to drink juice and stuff. i put my head down..still tearing..then i felt sharp pains on my arm...i was there...but not. i mean, it was as if i was in my own little world all alone with sharp pains...like, no one was there..so i put my head up and a million and 4 thousand cubed nurses were around me. i ddin't know wut was happening..maybe i passed out? or something?!? had a mind lapse? iono! they were all touching me and my arm and my head...so they all rush me back to the table/chair...and they put all this ice thing on my arm and all these wet napkins on my face and neck. even with all these soothing, cooling stuff on..i felt all hottttt, my tummy hurt and bleh blah bleh..i jus didnt feel good. i think the word for it was nausea. then i fell sleep..i think.
i was physically there, but mentally not. i was conscience and aware of everything around me..but i wasnt thinking...i wasnt unconscience...but i was jus gone dude! anyway, more nurses talk to me, come to me, touch me, and leave...and then i woke up...i think...and i jus chilled on the table/chair thingy. finally i got permission to the muchy table, ate, drank, got up, chatted, and then i wanted to get admitted back to class. i was at the blood drive thingy during 3rd period..lunch, AND 4th period. it took longer than expected because of my caca hurting arm and nausea and the poopoo complications that are associated with me. after about 3 melted ice packs, one after another..i went to class. i go to algebra..everyone's staring at me and asking if i was ok..cuz i had so many badages and ice tapped on my arm...walked to brit lit...eveyone said i looked so darn feeble! yeah so i get picked up, went to lolo's and granmama's house...ate..and slept from 4-7:30..when it only felt like 5 minutes! so i'm home..
i should be studying for SATs tomorrow...but i feel too weak and sick to do that sheet. i was gona go out to watch ther play w/ friends...OR i was gona go out with my other friends..but i'm too sickly! as of right now...fwak it if i dont do well. i'm tired and sleepy! i feel like i got my whole entire life sucked out of me..when it was only a frickin' pint of blood! i dont think giving blood is tramatizing or wutever...but this is how it went for me...would i do it again? HELL YES! my pint of blood is saving 3 peoples' lives. every two seconds, someone needs a pint of blood..1-2-needs blood...1-2-needs blood! only about 3-5% of california' population donates blood. therefore we get out blood out of state...ok i'm going off on a tangent about my statistics and all. but foreal..wut the hell happened to me! i'm in good health yo! ab and manda said because my weight..i dont know..but then u have to be 110, and i'm more. i so do not know wut happened....once again..confusion is taking over my brain!

2003-03-30T18:18:00.000-08:00

hey! Aprille, Sharon, Sam, and Ray payed me a suprise visit! :) my cell vibrates, and i thought it was B*na cuz she was gona come by to pick something up..and then it said PeteyPekPek..so i was all like hooray! we're gona go out again!! these people never get tired!! haha so i go outside with socks on..and i was so suprised! i talked so them for a bit..adn then my dad got mad at me cuz i wore socks only..and since i ddiont bother to put slippers on! o man! O MAN! and the most gayest thing hapened today when i was in the shower! the lock on my door is broken and my shower door doesnt close all the way right..so someone walks in my bathroom and starts opening all these drawers..and i thought it was my mom so i was like big deal..tis allright...and i was talking to her saying that the shower door is broken..and then her voice was all high and gay and stuff..and then i was like..o sheetballs! MARK!!! so my bro starts laughing cuz he was pretending to be my mom and then comes to the shower stall where i was...i was all thinking..o crap! don't see me nakie!! then he slams the door shut! i got so scared! he sure did fix it though! after my dad comes in and is all like..hey mark wut r u doing? is tin tin in the shower? why are u in here? wut's going on? get out! o man o man..eeeeek! so my bro and dad were in the bathroom having a full on conversation about me showering while i was showering...i was all thinking..yuck! dont see my naked! yeah that was my shoer experience! FUN! huh!

2003-03-30T12:36:00.000-08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON! well i had a good weekend so far! it was FUN! u had to be there to enjoy the fun! here's what happened:
FRIDAY: came home from school...eek REPORT CARDS! drove my dad to target...online..Ray and Riza pick me up...went up the hill to Aprille's house. aww i love Aprille and i even brought my prom dress with me for her because she wanted to see it!! chilled there and then went to Ray's & Riza's mansion! the dogs are mean!! cute but mean! chilled there and then we went to eat japanese food at ichiban at the marketplace. prettyful sam meets us there...eat eat..get fat yum!! Happy 31st Burday Ray! man o man his present from me was the best! wrapped and everything! so, they took me home and chilled here..Soonee went hump-o-rama crazy on Ray and his afro! my dog eats everything! had fun with them! Fun Fun!
Saturday: woke up to the vibrations of my cell phone around 2:20...it was Aprille & PeteyPekPek. i went to nanay gloria w/ my momma and we came home and ate and ate! took a shower..got ready..Aprille picked me up...yesiree she drove babaaaay! anyway, Amanda and Lisa csme down to get me...we went to in&out...and then went to Aprille's house. HAHA, Amanda, Lisa, and I cook there and argued about weight, fatness, and eating! it was funny! Amanda and i got scared of Lisa! she went crazyy! Ray comes and then we get ready to go somehwere..anywhere! we went to speed zone ::claps::, boba place, & dropped off Amanda at her moma's house. ::claps:: then we go to noodle world ::claps:: and uhm have a hell of a fun time there! ::claps:: we laughed so hysterically that i started crying! it was jus so funny! bombas? bobas? STRAWS!!!! we get mroe boba...and STRAWS!! and then we get baptized! yes that's right..Lisa baptized us all in the car! mexican music, windows down...screaming and clapping! it was the funniest ever! we dropped off Lisa..chilled at her house...and then they dropped me off home. yeah that's it! that's wut happend..FUN TIMES! 2 whole days with my love Aprille!! o yes, and Happy 32nd Burday Ray! i came home...went online..and i had one of the most confusing talks with one of my old old close friend..it was sOooOoo confusing...i like dont get it...anyway right when i was gona go to sleep, my brother decides to become the bigggest poopooface in the world. GEEZE!
now today..Sunday, i thik i'm jus gona stay home, clean, do hmwk, and do some SAT stuff...i wana go to church but i have no ride! :( OK-that's all! God Bless!

2003-03-26T22:41:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to MY Beloved HIGHeenazZZ...(ahah we're so gay! we have an anniversary! we're all girlfriends and girlfriends! eeeewww! woohoo!) I LOVE U GUYS! ALL OF YOU! EVERY SINGLE ONE!! EACH AND EVERY ONE OF U...ALL OF U!! ::HIGHeenazZz call/laugh::

HAPPY (belated) 17th BIRTHDAY SAM! (i mean TAM..hardy harharrrrrrrr!) i love u cuz i think u r pretty! like a lot! u are beautiful! HAAPPPPYYY BURDAAAY YESTERDAY! LOVE U! HAAPPPPPY HAAPPPY! U R SO PRETTYFUL! o yeah and happy burday ray today! (again!) & last but not least...HAPPY BURRDAAAAAY to MY neighbor /soul mate! 'i amor kita!' happy happy to you too L-E-O!

Feeling: wutever floats
Thinking about: homework
Chatting with: Aprille, Kris Lerrago, Gene, and Rei
Wanting: to sleep...i'm simply deprived!!
Watching: Lizzie Mcguire on Disney

i am so sleep deprived. i need sleep. must get sleep. must must sleep!!! anyway, my day was bad, then it got worse....after it got even more worse...later it was just downright terrible...then it got sorta allright...and better...after it got good....and then pretty good...later great...then wonderful...then bad again. yeah, that was my day. dude this is suck! like big time sucka sucks is waay suck! it's koool though! i soOooOoo need sleeeeep! i hate school!!!! o yeah and i broke -one- of my lenten resolutions...yet again...tsk tsk!! well, my day consisted of being in a car trunk w/ amanda MY privacy, yucka's, nanay gloria, SAT class, being in the trunk again with sam and abby, thai bbq, confirmation...and that's all. hey the weather is weird...it's like hott..but windy..so it's hot wind! allright-i'm random! hey War is suck dudette! like big time! i'm scared for everyone! i'm praying for everyone! NO joke! for everyone! every single person! God Bless ya'll! pray guys k! stay awesome! PEACE please! i love YOU! ::kisses::

2003-03-23T14:02:00.000-08:00

Have you ever...
01. Fallen for a friend? HAH! come on now..u know me! definitely a YES!
02. Made out with JUST a friend? sorry to say..but YES! never again ok! don't even bring it up! grosses me out!
03. Rejected someone? yes i'm sorry
04. Been in love? nope..i'm a loser!
05. Been in lust? uhm..maybe..maybe not..i'm confused..no sex allright
06. Used someone? yes..i'm sorry!
07. Been used? probably...but not that i'm aware of
08. Cheated on someone? sorta! well, no...i think not..no i havent. it wanst cheating!
09. Been cheated on? nope
10. Been kissed? uh huh yes
11. Done something you regret? of course..
Who was the last person...
12. You touched? does my puppy dog soonee count?
13. You talked to? my papaaa
14. You hugged? CamilleCamelHugZ! that's why she's called hugz!
15. You instant messaged? joey!
16. You kissed? uhm..kissed kissed? like mack? HAHH! long time ago! summer maybe..no in when school started..! i don't remember..let's see..let's not recall...it's JP! or like...yeah...ok JP..so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18. You yelled at? andrew palor!
19. You laughed with? kirs lerrgao..online..i put lLolL! i guess i was laughing then..
20. You had a crush on? let’s not go there…because YOU confuse me..and YOU too..YOU confuse mee too! thanks a lot for th confusion! YES YOU!!
21. Who broke your heart? nobody baby!
Do you...
22. Color your hair? nope..not now, not ever!
23. Have tattoos? nopers
24. Piercings? on my head, shoulders knees & toes! EWW J/P! my ears and naval..tongue? next time..i'll pass...CAMELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL HuGZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!
25. Have a boyfriend? no thank you
26. Floss daily? nope..i should though
27. Own a webcam? yesa i believe so
28. Ever get off the damn computer? yessir i sure do
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? no comprendo. hablo espanol!
30. Habla espanol? so hablo espanol, pero no me gutsa!
Have you/do you/do you have...
40. Considered a life of crime? no
41. Considered being a hooker? in a joking kinda way..nasty huh!
42. Considered being a pimp? haha yes..for fun..not really..wait..wuttttttt
43. Are you psycho? sometimes..only on fridays
44. Split personalities? dont think so..may be a possibility
45. Schizophrenic? no..i wonder wut it would be like..
46. Obsessive? nope..i wonder again wut's that like
47.Obsessive compulsive? not to my knowledge..whoa wut would ppl like that do?
48. Panic? nopers..i keep it kool
50. Depressed? nope..my sadness does not fall to depression
51. Suicidal? nope
52. Obsessed with hate? nope
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no
56. What would you be doing? wut? what u fucking shit! u ask stupid ask questions!wut would i be doing if wut? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA??!?!???????
58. What are you listening to? the tv is on, but no one's watching it
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? wouldn't u like to know! HEEHAAW!
60. Chicken or fish? both.. i want meat! i want meat! i gave it up 4 lent! i want meat!
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? yes my puppy dog soonee! i like elephants and polar bears and uhm..giraffes are dope! i like fish too! and uhm..everything i like! i like i like!
Current Clothes: pajama pants and a shirt...frickin lazy bum am i
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: uhm...that one song on that one cd!
Current Taste: i really want ice cream please! and bananas!
Current Hair: down and ugly!
Current Annoyance: HAH! too mean to say!
Current Smell: my dog smells
Current thing I ought to be doing: homework! SAT crap!
Current Desktop Picture: eww my sis put this stupid ass pic of her bf. WTF!
Current Favorite Group: i don't know..these questions ar confusing me..HAHA!
Current Book: like i said..i'm confused
Current DVD In Player: it's empty
Current Refreshment: capri sun fruit punch
Current Worry: that i'll look ugly and dumb and fat and ugly and nasty and stupid on prom day
Current Crush: YOU! i want YOU! and YOU too! no no, only YOU!
Current Favorite Celebrity: YOU too!
ARE YOU...
Understanding: yes maam/sir
Open-minded: yesa
Arrogant: nope
Insecure: sometimes..yes i am..no one knows..now every one knows..sometimes
Interesting: sure do hope so..do u think so?
Hungry: not now
Friendly: yes
Smart: i want to be..let's cut the bull and try guys!
Moody: no not really
Childish: yes..i'm sucha kid..it sickens me..i'm a little girl! jus look at my room!
Independent: not too much...but sometimes
Hard working: when i wana be
Organized: i try..i used to be so much...
Healthy: i try again..try hard
Emotionally Stable: i pretend to b..but i try to try to be
Shy: when i feel super retarded and gay!
Difficult: when I want to be
Bored Easily: no, i have fun w/ every stoopid little thing..NO JOKE DUDE! evry little thingg
Responsible: sometimes i say it's a yes more than no
Sad: sometimes..only on wednesdays
Happy: yes
Trusting: yes
Unique: i try
Lonely: sometimes..only on wednesdays and saturdays
Name: christine..frickin common name. everyone knows at least 3-4 christines
Nicknames: kiss tin kisstin kissickers kissicky mamma tooty fruity ciones and many more and many more to come
Hair color: i say back..but they say dark brown..i'm confused
Birthday: 02 08 86
Eye Color: i say dark brown but my sis says brown..i'm confused
Siblings: a sis and a bro..they confuse me
Righty or lefty? right
What's your sign? aquarius
On Dating...
Long or short hair? wutever rocks my world in bed..J/P no sex 4 me
Dark or blond hair? wutever rocks my world in bed..J/P again..virgin everything k!
Tall or short? taller than me
Pretty but dumb or Ok looking but smart? smart pretty and uhm dumb when messing around..who cares buot looks! all bout personality..ok wutever u care..sometimes
Dark or light eyes? wutever rocks my socks off in bed
Light skinned or dark? wutever rocks my boat in bed
Pierced or no? i'm confused..wut pierced? tongue pierced..i wonder wut it would b like to kiss someone who has their tongue pierced...don't u?
Freckles or none? wutever rocks my world in bed
Skinny or pudgy? not skinnier than me..but not too big
thuggish or sporty type? wutever rocks my socks in bed
Whitewashed, Thuggish, Fobby? definitely not fobby..FUNNNY!
Accent or American? wutever rocks my boat in bed
On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? both
McDonalds or Burger King? boogers please
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? yet again..confusion is overtaking my brain
Sweet or sour? wutever rocks ur panties! ssswwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttt!
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? doesnt matter..both please
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all is nice
Cats or dogs? dog..i'm allergic to cats but i still like em..not that much though
Ocean or Pool? both..OoOoOo i wan go swimmmmmming now!
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? both
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? YAY! wrestling! i wonder wut's been going on w/ trish stratus stacey keebler the hardy bro and all of he other ones..havent watched wrestling in a long long time! wrestling is fun! jell-o wrestling!
With or without ice-cubes? with..crushed ice..yummay i love eating ice!
Shine or rain? i like the shine..but rain cleanses the earth form all evil and destruction!
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? summer
Vanilla or Chocolate? white choclate w/ vanilla
Snowboarding or skiing? Water skiing? yea all of them
Cake or cookies? everything
Cereal or toast? cereal...BLUEBERRY MORNING!
Gloves or mittens? wutever rocks in bed
Eyes open or closed? i'm confused...for wut?
Fly or breathe under water? fly high in the sky!
Bunk-bed or waterbed? wutver is good in bed. but i dont have sex and neither should YOU!
Chewing gum or hard candy? gum is yum!

2003-03-22T21:10:00.000-08:00

I GOT A PROM DRESS! I GOT A PROM DRESS! I GOT A PROM DRESS! HEY HEY HEY HEY! WHO GOT A PROM DRESS? I GOT A PROM DRESS! I GOT A PROM DRESS BABAAAAAAAYYYY! YAY FOR ME! GO ME!

THIS IS THE 1ST TIME THAT I HAVE GOTTEN A DRESS THAT FITS ME PERFECTLY! THIS DRESS FIT ME JUST RIGHT! NOT TOO BIG! NOT LOOSE! NOT THAT TIGHT!!! NICE DRESS DUDE! I LIKE IT! ALL I'M GONA SAY IS THAT IT FITS PERFECT AND THAT'S IT'S WAAY ELEGANT! THAT'S IT! THAT'S ALL I'M SAYING! IT'S ALL A SUPRISE! DON'T ASK ME..CUZ I WON'T SAY ANYTHING! YEAH RIIIGGGHHHHHTTTT! KNOWING ME, I'LL LIKE TELL U EVERYTHING AND EVEN DRAW IT FOR YOU!!! I LIKE MY DRESSS! THANK YOU! COME AGAIN! PEACE PLEASE!

2003-03-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

Quote of the Day: "To all those dumbasses...who havent found out yet...the fun wont come to u...you have to make your own fun...duh! " -Ito

Feeling: crazy
Pondering about: how does KuyaBizMikee know these things?
Talking to: mi amor aprille, norms naman, andrew #1, hockey bud gene, busta bust it bus van suv bud kris lerrago, babycakes ito, & kuya BizMikee
Wanting: to talk to SHARON for a session of total bonding! and MY PROM DRESS!
Watching: some Disney channel movie

H - I - G - H - L - I - G - H - T - S - - O - F - - T - H - E - - D - A - Y . . .
-almost fell of the stairs at school today..not only once, but twice...stoopid penny loafers!!
-practically failed my algebra quiz mmkayy!
-ate YUKA'S for the 1st time..HIGHeenazZz bond and unite!!
-broke my LENTEN RESOLUTION today...ate meat! darn it! i'm so ashamed...tsk tsk!
-KISSABLE underwear rocks! right camel and linders????????
-aprille's house! WOOHOO do i love her or whaaat!! YUMMAY chocolatesssss w/ caramel! i was so slick right ab and linda? aprille didn't even know!
-ditched SAT class AGAIN! dude man, next week fa sho go to ALL classes!! i'm getting dumber and dumber!
-BOWLING w/ sha, lisa, linda, ab, Aprille&Ray<3....power vibesSs of good & bad!! nice form eh!?
-ray's burday (again)...sang (again)...SsshHhhhHhhh...QUIET! we're disturbing the league!
-not IMAC (because i mack) but, it's IH or PANDAS..or IHHS! whoa!! i didn't know that one!
-almost got caught ditching SAT class! sharon's daddddy! and the SAT teachers were looking at us! uh oh!
-abs came over and SOONEE was SsSSssSssoOoOooOOOoo happy to see ME! and now i'm online chatting an i'm prolly NOT gona do my hmwk!

Kris Lerrago's pick up line...
oops SORRY...it's confidential...he won't let me blog it!

2003-03-18T22:18:00.000-08:00

Feeling: GOOD! right sharon?!?
Thinking about: Enchanted Forest! TOMORROW!! & about WAR! MUST PRAY!! MUST!!
Talking to: mi amor aprille, #1 andrew, hockey bud gene, girlfriend jp, norms naman, busta bust it bus van suv bud kris, and churro arturo!!
Wanting: MY New York shirt...right ate ginger?!! and peace on earth please!

dude, everything seems really good right now...NO JOKE! Parents: good! Siblings: good! School: better! Friends: good! Guys: they're there, but i don't care! J/P! i do care, but i'm not really head over heels bout that....that's a whole other different subject!! My puppy dog SOONEE: good! i jus feel very content with my life as a whole at this very moment...the only important thing that seems to be missing in my life is...c-o-n-f-i-r-m-a-t-i-o-n-! i sure do miss it like a lot a lot !i miss the carmaraderie! anyway...life is good..it's beautiful!

2003-03-16T12:22:00.000-08:00

i'm mad cuz i blogged a long long entry and it got erased! stoopid sheeet! deng bloggggger! fwak you blog!

Haaaapppppyyy happy 17th burday abigail! yaya! 17!! happyyy burrday gayest fo all the gay!! see u tonight!! happy happy joy joy! yippidy!! abbyface is sexy! yay abs daughter babay abby cheer sex fun! happy burrday!

Friday:
-abs comes over - eat burger king w/ mom - did the usual - fuhn memories and sheet - she left - tried to try to clean my room - berna babe picked me up and took me home - parraaaty! - saw old friends! YAY! - took assley home - thanks bna for the ride! love u! and the message on the back of ur car was hilarious! - talked to jonny twin on the phone till late late at night - feel asleep on him - soo soo sorry!
Saturday:
-did the usual w/ ate gin - she picked me up - we went to pick up oo ah er in at work - i love the grove! level 3 637!!it's a routine! - got dope ass mp3 players and stuffed animals! - we were so happy! - Kmart smells! - ate sinigang at oo ah er in house - fun fun w/ them as always - they took me home - thank you thank you, you two for everything! i love the usual! - played w/ my bro - took a shower - played some more w/ bro and sis - went to thai bbq w/ the family, minus my mom, cuz she was at work - fun fun w/ fam! - went home - played again - went to sleep
Sunday:
-sexyabbyface buurday! HAPPY BURDAY YOU! - suppose to read at church, pero NO thank you! - needa do my hmwk! - needa do SAT caca - i washed the dishes today and they smelled bad! - had a water fight..FUN - got soaked! - i think imma go to ab's tonight - i need to call her - i have to clean, do my 'to do list' and put the target groceries away - my back hurts! - love u! BYE!

o man i had a dream about stealing and one about prom! scarrrrrrry mann!! i got scared! don't ask me why i dreamt about those..i jus did! fricky man! out of everythign in the world..i dreamt about STEALING! and PROM! weirdness i swear! if u wana kow bout ymdreams...ask me then..but man am i scarred or whaaa...i'm scared!

2003-03-12T22:46:00.000-08:00

feeling: extremely tired
thinking about: my hmwk & hw ppl can be total ASS holes w/out even knowing it
listening to: simple plan-i'd do anything (favorite track on the norman cd)
talking to: andrew, budy robert, gene, & arturo

today was such a spontaneous day! it was health day at school...BORING...they should teach me something i don't already know...ate gin and kuya earvin picked me up from school...we went to gin's house...the grove...and then earvin's house...THE GROVE WAS FUN! gin dropped me off at SAT class, and then i meet up w/ lisa, sharon, and linda across the street. we meet aprille...and then all of a sudden we decided to ditch the SAT crap...we were waiting for ray to pick us up...OMG...i'm sorry ray!!!!! i'll contribute in the payment!!! anyway..we went to his wonderful house...and then to the mall to eat...IT WAS HIS BURDAY!! we sang to him a bajillion times! aprille and him are so out of this world cute! i love it!! it makes me happy! and i love aprille!! so yah drank some yummay asss shiet that ray gave! that's why i'm so lay back right now...so chilll! feel nice! we then go to saint dom's to pick up ray's sis and for me to ask this certain someone to prom...pero..i dont know..you know, tyhings dont really turn out the way you want them to or the way you plan..i just don't understand stuff...no comprendo yo! like today didnt go as planned..i didn't go to bravo hs..i didnt go to SAT class...i wasnt w/ abby...it was so spontaneous-do what you feel right now...type of day..neway, mission complete? mission failed? mission a success? dude, don't ask me..ask him! so i'm at confirmation..i see people...say wussup..have fun talking to MARK!!! nice talk! good talk! made me happy talk! it got me confused even more..but man that was a great talk with him!! so yah kris takes me home..and here i am! needa go nwo! peace out!

2003-03-10T21:55:00.000-08:00

Feeling: GREAT!
Pondering about: u wish u knew...but u don't you just don't know...don't you?!!?!
Listening to: complete and utter silence..
Talking to: MY numero uno..andrew! norman, gene, ito, &shigga shane!

HappyHappyJoyJoy! Today i went to the Museum of Tolerance for my religion class field trip..so no school for me!..FUN STUFF..new and interesting stuff...do u really wana know? i don't think so! i kinda teared up while watching the movies...sadness like waay. anyway, abs came over..did the usual...scared people online...those were FUNny times!...and then we went to our always intricate and monotonus SAT class! now that class rocked my socks right off...serious face and serious mode..like no joke! it was so FUNny and not to mention FUN! i laughed so much that i started crying! lLolL! that movie star, Gilmore Girls girl..she was mighty kool! and uhm..sharon's prom date..now, THAT was hilarious! and that other guy sitting across the room...HE was the main attraction of the night! FUN FUN FUN! abs and i didnt feel like answering the questions, we were just laughing the whole time! well, a lot a lot has been on my mind lately. and i wont tell YOU what..but maybe if u ask? naw! sometimes! it depends! i feel i needa talk to people! i must ask questions, get answers, tell stories...just reunite! so it will feel sooo good! get me? get it?! go it?!?! well then..GOOD! or not good? there are PARTAAAAAAAYS on friday!!! YESAAAA! which one do i go to? i am indecisive! i love that word yo! Peace Be With You! And Also With You!!

2003-03-06T23:00:00.000-08:00

iMKRiSOBE: i LOVE YOU!
SoKISSme08: UH HUH!
iMKRiSOBE: LOLZZZZ
iMKRiSOBE: u make me laugh
SoKISSme08: u make me mad!
SoKISSme08: JK!
SoKISSme08: u make me....
SoKISSme08: uhm...
SoKISSme08: wana pick my wedgie!
iMKRiSOBE: uhmm
SoKISSme08: jjjjjjjkkkkkkkkkkk!
iMKRiSOBE: ewwwww
iMKRiSOBE: sickkkkkk
iMKRiSOBE: imma blog that!!!
iMKRiSOBE: ahhahah u cant stop me!!!!
SoKISSme08: o welllllll!!!!!!!!
SoKISSme08: who cares!
SoKISSme08: HAHAH!
SoKISSme08: ew ur nasty face!
SoKISSme08: imma blog that u love me then!
iMKRiSOBE: ok go!
SoKISSme08: so the whole world will knwo1
iMKRiSOBE: yeahhh
iMKRiSOBE: for the whole to see
SoKISSme08: fine then!
iMKRiSOBE: finnnne!
iMKRiSOBE: arrrrgh!
SoKISSme08: ROAR!
iMKRiSOBE: ruff ruff
SoKISSme08: HAHA! GOOD ONE!

2003-03-06T22:34:00.000-08:00

iMKRiSOBE: thanx!
SoKISSme08: u r not welcome!
SoKISSme08: because i hate u
iMKRiSOBE: hehehe
iMKRiSOBE: i love you!
SoKISSme08: imma put that on my blog!
iMKRiSOBE: ok!
SoKISSme08: dont say those thigns to me! cuz i'll post and publish, so u better watch out
iMKRiSOBE: i dont care!
SoKISSme08: dont say thsoe things! stop it cuz i hate u!
iMKRiSOBE: stop stop stop!
iMKRiSOBE: i lover you!
SoKISSme08: wut does that mean!?!?!? it sounds ugly!

2003-03-06T19:49:00.000-08:00

Feeling: tired, overwhelmed, and i'm mad at my sister!
Thinking about: everything i need to get done..and more...
Listening to: Don't Wanna Try-Frankie J.
Talking to: no body babaaay..i'm on away message!

Aaliyah-I Care 4 U

Mmm yeah..
Mmm yeah..
Oh yeah oh..

Hey my baby
Why you lookin' so down?
Seems like you need a lovin'
Baby you need a girl like me
(Don't frown)
Hey my baby
Tell me why you cry
Here take my hand and (yeah)
Wipe those tears from your eye

Can I talk to you (Can I talk to you)
Comfort you (Comfort)
Let you know (Just wanna let you know)
I care 4 you (oh yeah)

Can I talk to you (I wanna talk)
Comfort you (Gotta let you know babay)
Let you know
I care 4 you (I care)

Hey sexy baby
Why'd your girl leave you in pain
To let a fine man like you go
She must be insane
Hey sexy baby
There's no need to worry
Oh boy if you call on me
I'll come, I'll come in a hurry

Can I talk to you (Come on)
Comfort you (I love you)
Let you know (oh baby)
I care 4 you (I love you, yes I do)

Can I talk to you (I wanna talk)
Comfort you (Give me the chance)
Let you know (I wanna let you know)
I care 4 you (Gotta let you know, that I love you)

Hold on (Hold on)
Stay strong (Stay strong)
Press on (For me baby)
I care 4 you ( I 4 for you)
Hold on (Hold on)
Stay strong (Stay strong)
Press on (Press on for me)
I care 4 you (baby)

Can I talk to you (I wanna talk)
Comfort you (I wanna hold you tight baby)
Let you know (I wanna let you know)
I care 4 you (That I care for you)

Can I talk to you (ohhh)

2003-03-05T21:40:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS MY PUPPY DOG SOONEE'S BURDAY!!!!! YAYAAAAAAA! 77 YEARS OLD!!!! i love my soonee babay! happpy happy happpy happpppppy burday sooneeesaaa!

today i skipped that SAT bull prep school class and i went wherever abby did. we went to the marketplace to eat, her debut practice, and confirmation! man it was good today! o yah and tomorrow is my TOOOTY FRUITY'S 17th BURDAY! I LOVE U TUTS FRUTS! WOOHOO! HERE WE COME RATED R MOVIES! I LOVE U AND HAPPY HAPPY 2 U! HAPPPPPPYYY!!!!! BUUUUURDDDAAAAAY!!!!!! ok- i need to go now cuz i'm having a really really honest talk with someone i really care about...the truth has been revealed! so until next time...i'm out!

2003-02-28T20:40:00.000-08:00

Feeling: back aches yo! where's LEO when u need him?!
Thinking about: PAAAARTAAAY!! i mean..PAAARTAAYS
Listening to: the TV!
Talking to: MY HugZ ..the one and only camel..c-a-m-i-l-l-e

yo quiero comprar zapatos! parents r funny! basically they said i have a comment about everything! it's kool though cuz i'm finally being outspoken to them and actualllllllllllllly talking back! GO ME!! went to the mall today, the gay mall, Westfield...formally known as the PLaza..gay mall..bought a black shirt and make-up since chirsthel kitty anne still has my stufff. all good though! got twent buck today from granpapa...spent it at mall..shirt cost $13.00...makeup...costs total of a buck. i mst start on my hmwk tonight..must must must..and i gotsta sew my uniform skirt..damn sheet! school is major suck and is waaya boring. hasta luego!

2003-02-27T16:09:00.000-08:00

my mother, so help her, is psychosomatic! WTF is her problem? ARGHHH! she always pulls this shit on me! tells me to do this and that all at once! there is a significant reason why i didn't do it yet! uh, maybe it's because i have no time! when i find and make time, then i'll get it done! but there she goes again, and again, pulling the same shit on me like before. does she even know or comprehend that she is making everything worse? GRRR! so now, since she did what she did, i have to finish it and do it all! and if i tell her i have no time right now, i'll once again get in major trouble! why does she -always- do this to me when i have a onehundred and forty three other things to do. (i.e: homework, projects, poster boards, note cards, homework, study for tests, quizzes, homework!) i've said it repeatedly to her that i'll do it when i have time! i don't have time, and now i haaaaavvvvvvee to do it! what's worng with her? can she not understand? does she comprehend? does she soak in what i tell her? Oh my dear Lord, help my mother deal with her irrational and complex issues! Also, please help me tolerate and endure her psychotic indifferences! I ask this through Christ our Lord..AMEN!

2003-02-26T19:07:00.000-08:00

*ATTENTION**ATTENTION**ATTENTION*
* * : : [l A T T E N T I O N l] : : * *

hey ya'll! i have an i - m - p - o - r - t - a - n - t - a - n - n - o - u - n - c - e - m - e - n - t! i don't know if i'm even going to imac's prom because i dont want to find a date..and the guy i do want to take..i'm too scared to ask him because i sooo think he is waaaya out of my league!! u know wut i mean..he's out opf this world HOT, and i'm soo NOT!...SO, if any of those single sexy freee and FUN guys want to go to an Immaculate Heart High School's junior/senior prom..then ask me...i'm too damn bitter and lazy to try...to try to find a date..so if u really rerally really really really really really really want to go..and i mean really really really really really really really really really really...then let me know! u gotta dance and know how to have fun! don't be a cheapo either!! denggggggggggggg, i'd rather go to san fransisco's prom w/ shane!! O WELLL! life goes on!!!

2003-02-25T18:52:00.000-08:00

SEXAYxSHARON: i thought you were gonna tell him that u liked him
SoKISSme08: i WAS gona tekll him that i USED TO like him but i dont know
SoKISSme08: it depends if he IM's me
SoKISSme08: ok? that's wut imma base it on...IF HE IM"S MEEEEEE
SEXAYxSHARON: okay hahaha
SEXAYxSHARON: but i dont think you will but okay
SoKISSme08: geeeeeze i have to
SoKISSme08: i so jus wana tell him i have the hotts for him
SoKISSme08: but i cant cuz he'll feel weirddddd
SEXAYxSHARON: sooooooo
SEXAYxSHARON: what if he feels the same way
SoKISSme08: then HOOOOOOORAY!!!
SoKISSme08: but if not..then that's gona be one ruined friendshipppp
SEXAYxSHARON: man i should im him SECRETLY and tell him to im you
SEXAYxSHARON: LOL
SoKISSme08: GAAAAAYYY!!!
SEXAYxSHARON: lol..dang if i only knew his sn
SEXAYxSHARON: SHUCKS..and you knoow i wouldve done it too!
SoKISSme08: u do don't you?
SEXAYxSHARON: hlajg;lkjfsdf
SEXAYxSHARON: why would i have ur lovers sn you gay
SEXAYxSHARON: lol
SoKISSme08: u have it! trust me you do!!!!!!!!!!
SEXAYxSHARON: loolloololol omgggggggg
SEXAYxSHARON: no i do n-o-t
SEXAYxSHARON: lol
SoKISSme08: y-e-s---y-o-u---d-o-!..u jus doint know where to look!!!
SEXAYxSHARON: LOl you make me laugh k
SEXAYxSHARON: lolooooooooool

2003-02-21T15:28:00.000-08:00

Feeling: it's nice weather outside! not too hot, nor cold!
Thinking about: how sam-sam is saving the world from mass destruction right now!!
Listening to: the birds singing in my backyard! music to my ears!!
Talking to: no one, they're all on away message!

Yesterday, my sister and i went to pick up paulyn and christine and paun's house. then we went to SFA church to go to our friend's mom's viewing..but the church was closed! then we found out that it was in mission hills. so my sis drops us all off at paun's house..we chill and talk...after, andrew picks us up and we go far far away to the valley at mission hills cemetary viewing church place. it was good seeing teo and his family again. may God bless them!! we were all crying like crazy there! teo's speech made me cry cry a lot! it was just so sad. i was suppose to get picked up at puan's house, pero my sister's car wasnt working n e more..so andrew had to take all of us home. sorry andrew!!! he had hmwk to do too! however, i did pay andrew the $20 dollars i owed him from the bet we made on Valentine's Day! HEHAAHA! when i got home i talked to jonny twin on the phone till who knows when. i was falling asleep while we were talkimg. you can say i was talking outta my ass.
Today, i went to Costco for my eye appointment! OMG! i can finnnnnnnnallllly seeeeeeee! i needa go back though, but who cares cuz i can seeeee! i spent the whole frickin day at costco! im tired of that place now! i ate there and saw familiar faces there. first i saw bernard, then my sis' old classmate's moma, and then danny boy sacred me when he said i to me. i was there for soooooooooooo long! and i wanted to go to the library today too, but nooooooooo because we were at costco too long! anyway, imma be going to the viewing again today..and i might go to the funeral tomorrow. o yeah and i havent watxched a movie in a long time, so i wana watch a movie sooo bad! hah, cuz i can see! im goin now! BYE!

2003-02-18T23:20:00.000-08:00

Feeling: okay
Pondering about: nothing really
Listening to: the TV
Talking to: shane, ito, and girlfriend JP

Today i found out that my old classmate's mom died on saturday. so God bless him and his family! i dont really know what to say, but his mom was so nice! she liekd me to! i feel really bad. a bunch of my old classmates and i are goina go to the viewing on thursday. man i'm so gona pray for her. it's so sad!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-02-17T21:59:00.000-08:00

Feeling: good!
Pondering about: ERHS dance, St. Francis's dance, Bravo's prom...and IMAC's prom
Listening to: Kost 103.5...Love Songs on the KOST!
Talking to: Lawrence, my partna Lem, my twin Jonny, my lover AIMee, A-n-d-r-e-w, & Kevin!!
Watching: my sister write a letter

Werd! so, today wasnt that bad. it wasnt even bad at all. i woke up, took a shower, went to the dentist, and then went to costco. the dentist was good stuff too! i sort of enjoyed my shot, filling, and numb cheeck! reaaly reaaallly i did!! no complaints over here! it was really good. and quick! and i kinda like going to the dentist now..since she renuvated the whole place..and when you sing or hum there..it echoes! so i love it now! i was even singing/humming when she was doing me. not doing me..but working w/ my teeth! it was just goood! then, i went to costco to make an eye appointment..and then all of a sudden, someone screams my name like this..::CHRISTINE!!!:: and yo my suprise it was REEKEE BOI! haha! niice seeing that guy around! its been countless decades since ivse seen him. anyway, my eye appointment is on friday..@ 3:30...hopefully i have enough time to go to my eye appointment and then get ready for the ERHS sadie hawkins dance. that, howver, is if i even end up going. so yah, i went home, ate sinigang...watched some television..and thern ma and pa come home w/ some miccy deeez! helll yes! i havent had that food in a long time! in a way i dont even like miiccy deez, but in this case..i havent had it in so long...that it tasted soo good! everything was just good today huh! after that i watch more tv, then do the usual w/ my sis and we went to swork to do our hmwk/study...then went home..and i watched more tv..HHA. then played w/ my puppy dog.....and tried to try to do more hmwk! FUN STUFF like waaay!

DENG! another hottie just signed on! HAHA! anyway, im currently supposed to be at Magic Mountain right now..the key word being supposed!o well, sucks to be me heh? not really..cuz i am so blessed! let's jus say that church yesterday was really really really really good for me. my eyes opened.. i actually saw!! i was touched by the Lord! HAHA! sounds like an epiphany hit me huh? like i have a vision or something like that! i dont know..maybe it did! i feel so enlightened and like..i dont know..im typing like if i saw thee Holy Spirit or something! well, maybe i did!!!!!!! i could have! it probably happened! who knows?!?? I DO! it was just one of those..."thee angel Gabriel appeared to thee Virgin Mary" type things! you know what i mean riiiiiiiiiiight? May God Bless You All and May Perpetual Light Shine Upon You!

2003-02-16T21:01:00.000-08:00

Feeling: disappointed & i kinda feel like i should be showing / feeling / saying some remorse & repentance
Pondering about: God
Listening to: Donell Jones-knocks me off my feet
Talking to: Andrew & Norman
Watching: Simpsons! w/ my bro..it's the 300th episode! & alos switching the channel to the lacker game

Can my weekend get any worse? YES..it absolutely can! my weekend is s-u-c-k---a-s-s-! jus when i thought it couldnt get any worse..it did! today i woke up, ate, watched Sleepless in Seattle, took a shower, got ready for church, practiced reading for church, talked on the phone for once this whole weekend cuz roses called, went to church w/ my sis, read at church, sang at church, left church, was gona go to the mall w/ my sis..but i didnt want to, so went back home, and then asked my mom if i couls go out. suprisingly she said YES so i called rosette to let her know. the plan was that she was gona pick me up, take me home..and that we were gona go to the promenade. then she changed the plan saying that we were gona go to some club..so i was all stoked about dancing the night away and waaaay looking forward to going out since ive been held hostage here at home. BUT did we go? NO! i even got ready wearing my NEW burday clothes and wearing my NEW burday make-up...AND my mom even said YES even though we were kinda in bad terms...DARN! this is what happens when i get all extatic about something and then it just crushes me like this..:::CRUSH:::! so roses called me and told me she cannot pick me up anymore because i am simply out of the way because the club we were panning on going to is in culver city..and we cant possibly get there at 8 because she's coming form sylmar! AHHH! why couldnt they just leave earlier? she practically called me at 7:18 or something and she was still at home. i asked my bro is he could take me to sylmar or culver city..he said no cuz hes a jerk soemtimes...i even told him i was gona pay him and he said he was leaving to go to his apartment in pomona..but did he leave yet? NO! not even...close!! hes here, next to me, waiting for my cousin or his friend to come here! in my opinion, if he just took me when i asked him, he would have been home like 59 and 1/2 minutes ago! ARGH!! maybe im all worked up about it because her sactown cousins are here and maybe i wanted to see my partna and *the other one* because the last time i saw then was at her debut..which was on Jan. 19? m-a-y-b-e that's the reason...so what if i dont want to admit it! i so knew they were gona come to la for the 3 day weekend and i really hate to admit it..but I really really WAS waiting for her call so i could go see *him.*O WELL THOUGH! im aiiiiiiiight! wutever..kiss my asSs! that's wut he could do! he could kiss me asSs!! anyway, i changed into my pajamas...and here i am..sitting, blogging, & feeling sorry for my asSs! i never feel sorry for myself! i hate feeling sorry for myself! i shouldn't feel sorry for myself because im spending some quality time w/ my older brother watching the Simpsons! HAH!

Tomorrow, i wish i can be saying that im going to 6 flags w/ norman and his class...but im a loser face and im not. i have a dentist appointment at 9:30 and after i need to go to costco because my eyes have been seriously suffering! I SO WISH that i can go to 6 flags magaic mountain with them! Gene even said it would have been kool if i gone! and i agree with him. when Norman asked me if i could possibly go...i smiled like this...:::BIG CHINKY EYE SMILE::: but i said no because i couldnt go since i simply cant! darn me! i wana go now! its hitting me now that tomorrow is the day that they will be having fun and i'll be spending the day w/ a dumb numb cheek!! yeah that's right..my cheek will be fwaking numb! not my asSs cheek allright! i hate the dentist! i know she hates me too!

ok-NO MORE COMPLAINING! it's time to get the fwak outta this damn blogger! PEAS out and hopefully you all are having a kick asSs weekend..not like me! I LOVE GOD!

2003-02-15T20:29:00.000-08:00

Feeling: totally useless
Pondering about: how my weekend is suck & how my secret 'lover' boy just signed on!
Watching: Blank Check on the Disney channel. (it's my 2nd time watching it today.)
Talking to: my puppy dog..SOONEE? HAHA..Gene, Maritess, and Robert..aww! having a oh-so-dope convo w/ Gene!

Last night, i had a great talk with ito about love, life, valentine's day, guys, and guy bodies! it's been a while since i actually opened up and put everything out in the open like that! i can't even remember the last time i had a one-on-one, REAL conversation. he gives supa dupa fly advice. we came to the conclusion that...actually I came to the conclusion that: that guy is just so w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l-!

Also, yesterday i dug myself in a really deep hole. i think it's waay too deep to get out of, but i'm trying darn it! i am! i hope everything turns out allright. i hope i end up getting permission to go to the ERHS dance on friday. all i could possibly do is hope and pray. i just want this all to end! please!

So, i'm 17...and i re-read all my burday cards today..each one said stuff like...God bless, hope your year is the best, you deserve the best,live life to the complete fullest, hope you wishes come true...and so on... It is suck cuz it's not like anything really changed for the better, not yet anyway. I'm suppose to be living up to my full potential & living life to the ultimate fullest with no regrets....but i got into some mischief and i already have some regrets! DARN! i screwed up a-g-a-i-n-! ok- time out! NOW i have to start and live up to my burday cards! it's time! i'm ready! i need to rock and score like no other can! i'm ready for it babay, so give it to me now!!

Thursday, Feb. 13, R-I-N-G--D-A-Y! This day was SO much fun! i went to school wearing my sexy dress and it was freeeeeeeezing cold! i go to my 1st 4 periods of the day, and then it was time for the -ring ceremony-! it was so swEeEet! i got my ring and damn! it's too big for me! there are so many defects on that ring! and it's kinda ugly!! it's not as niice as everyone makes it seem! IMAC rings are not that great! so, i have to give my ring back to the company and thry have to fix the many mistakes on my ring..and it will take..HhhHhhhMmmMmm...about 2-5 months! wtf is that sheeet! o well, that life for yah! live with it and stop complaining! ANYWAY, after the ring ceremony, we went to my awesomah ring sister's house. we changed and got ready for whatever else was to come. we had to leanr this song and dance...How funky is your chicken!? we got lost trying to get to roscoe's chcken and waffles. we finally got there anf then they suprised us w/ flowers. niiiiiiice move sistas! we ate, got fat, did the dance like 2-3 times, left, and gheaded over to the gal. they blind folded us in the parking lot and they guided us all over mall. they made us sit in the zone and then all these people started touching / tickling us! i was freaked out! then we take the blind fold off and so many people were there! imac ppl, and just everyone! they gave us a shirt that said we were property of _______, they gave us a sharpie, plasitc bag, and a piece of paper that had various missions on it, in which we were suppose to complete. AIMee and i were patrners and it was hellllllllllla fun!!!!!!!! AIMee and i were bomb! we did each one...and WE WERE ABOUT TO WIN, but we didn't. let's just say, that you all were cheaters and we completed the missions w/out cheating! WE WERE THE TRUE WINNERS! right AIMee!!?! HAHA! AIMee and i were tired so we tried to go shopping, but we ended up looking at more belly piercing rings at Hot Topic. we both want practically everything! anyway, we left the mall, my ring sis took me home, well joey drove....sharon came over, we talked a lot..and she left at like 10:30ish! MY RING DAY ROCKED THE BODY!! thanks sis!

2003-02-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

so andrew and i made a bet that if i didnt get anything form a guy guy, then he owes me 20 bucks..and if i do get something..i owe him..but he cheated cuz he came over with the rest of the bosco guys and suprised me w/ roses, 2 kissing bears, and a heart that says KISS on it...so in reality...he cheated and i dont owe him money! Mwuahahahaaa...let's jus say that andrew made a rainy and cloudy day bright with lots of sunshine!!! and lots of smiles!!!!!!! Thanks andrew! u r numero uno!!!!!!!! thanks a bunch so much so much so much..and i'm sorry i couldnt give u a better greeting!!! but i was a complete SHIT! i'm so sorry and thank you so much!! THANKS PRUNES!! o yeah and thanks to those IMACers for their yummay valentine goodies and treats that they gave me! i love them! God bless everyone, especially my parents!!! O WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT! ito is my babycakes and i jus LOVE the valentine card he sent me! it's hott, juicy, sexay...and jus so romantic...HAHAHHAHAA..ito makes me laugh all the time...but dude, seriously, this card it so out of this world! don't u wish u can see it?

2003-02-12T20:01:00.000-08:00

Feeling: cold and excited!

WhyHelloThere..HeyHeyHeyHi! I've been waiting & waiting for the rain...& now it's f-i-n-a-l-l-y here, and i'm downright tired of it! I r-e-a-l-l-y don't want it to rain on RING DAY! i really really don't! but o well, cuz i know deep down inside that it is gona rain! my oh so seXay dress is gona get wet! oh dratz! my dress is meant not to be worn in the cold, rainy weather! it's a hott dress that should be worn on a nice hott day! pero..it's okay..i'll live! & i'm waay excited about ring day! I'm gona party like it's my burday!! HAHA! My ring sis is waay koolazZz fabuloso! we're gona have the time of our lives!! i needa get her a gift! i have a some thigns in mind...

EeeEwWww! my mom is a beast master! we were both having a NOT BAD day, & then right when dinner ended...B-H-A-M! she exploded! all she said was...blah bleh..how much was your ring? bleh blah...how much did you issue on the check? blah bleh...why don't you know for sure? beh blah...what do you mean 3 something? blah blah blah bleh blah! H-E-L-L-O! what do you think i mean! i mean 3 something! HAHA! i love my mamacitas fritas!! i love that beast! & what a beast she can be! ::hugs&kisses::MOM! Also, she told me we're not going to be going to the mall to buy my ring sis a gift..how sad is that! she's depriving me from doing somethign very nice! SADNESS!

On the bright and shiny side of today...after 2 days of being sick and missing school, i FINALLY got my burday card/gift from MY ASS & My B*NA! O-h-M-y-G-o-o-d-n-e-s-s! Do i love my card & gift or whattttt!! It rocks! i love it! i do! i really really do! I even love what they wrote on the envelope (right B*Na!) & inside the card! It makesme **::SMILE::**. The card is sensational, fabuloso, koolazZz, amazing, wonderful, & excellent! it was one of those holy cards, which i just love to love! The panty they gave me is sexy, incredible, outrageous, sexy, radical, super kool, & sexy! It was one of those waay sexaaay thongs/G things or wutever the hell it is! it has beautiful hearts on it & it's the kind that has a clip on the side..you know those Easy Access ones! I LOVE EM! it's black! SexySexySexy! ASS picks out SEXY underwear and B*NA picks out mighty HOLY cards! The front of the card says: You're a Gift From the Lord! The inside of the card says: Life is a gift, but you know that already- That's why you're so much fun to know. Love is a gift that the Lord has provided- You give it wherever you go. And you are a gift to the people around you- No wonder we treasure you so! H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, Valentine's Day is practically here! who needs a Valentine anyway! i sure don't! (i'm lying!...duh!!) WHO knows what i'll be doing friday night...and who cares? do you? whatever will happen..happens. O YES! i developed my 4 rolls of film! HAHAH! good stufffffff! very niiice! me gusta mucho! ask me if you wana see em! anyway, i needa go do my homework! i have like n-o-n-e, but i still needa do it! so, CatchYouLater! Werd to yo' mutha!

2003-02-11T12:31:00.000-08:00

Feeling: tired & helpless

i am at home sick! i didn't go to school today because sharon and andrew convinced me that i do need rest and that i do need to feel better before i take on my every day activities..i jus need to get better..and i am not at ll feeling so well...i did want to go to school though!! i got a quiz and a test to ace! o yeah and i'm eating my left over burday cake...because it was my burday!!!! anyway, i'm not the only one sick at home..because gene is too! and i think we are both tired of chicken soup! so, when am i gona get my license...who knows! who cares! cuz i dont! not really!

2003-02-10T20:35:00.000-08:00

Feeling: sick again...

Today, I went home after 1st period because i was feeling sick again! i so got worse! Maybe it's because at my burday gathering i was dancing outside, in the cold, without a jacket, and i was drinking a sluuurrrpppyyy!!!! So i'm sick again and it is suck! Hopefully i go to school tomorrow, cuz i so do not want to miss anymore class time than i already did!!

Anyway, my b-u-r-d-a-y... that gathering / party / kick-it..wutever you wana call it..was an overall success? a complete failure? or an aiiiiight-i-did'nt-waste-a-saturday-night type thing...if you went, then YOU decide. I had fun though..i had fun dancing!! I SOooOooOoo think i looked like a salsa dancer i swear!! I'm glad this gathering thingy wasn't that crowded...I'm glad it wasn't like last years...it was sooo crowded last year! i coudn't even move!! if you ddi't go to my thing on saturday, and you went last year..it was n-o-t-h-i-n-g like that..i tried to keep the total DownLow on this one...No crashers!!! Well, i had fun...i'm 17! here I come Rated R movies!!! Well, i just wanted to say...T-H-A-N-K-S to all of you who came or called and remembered or even wished me a happy burday...thank you!

2003-02-06T20:21:00.000-08:00

Feeling: ..thick...let's just say...it ain't what it used to be!

I have terrible news! my baby cousin died. :*( on friday, my uncle eric called me to tell me that his wife, auntie angie, was in labor..and i was sick at home at the time..so he calls to tell me and i told him that i would pray for him and that i wish them the best of luck...pero, that night my dad came home yelling and at me...so i basically spent the night crying and coughing...i called sharon and talked to her and ally and they helkped me a bunch with the situation with my dad...so i fell asleep on the couch crying because my dad was still mad. when i woke up the next day, which was saturday..my sister told me that the baby girl was born stillborn...MAJOR SUCKS! my uncle eric said that the baby looked just like him, except he had tita angies nose...so yeah, the baby was born dead and i can't help to feel guilty because that's just how i am. i didn't pray for them that night. i forgot to. i put myself before them, and their baby is dead. i should of prayed for the baby. i should of prayed for them but i didn't. i didn't because i was caught up in all the anger and emotions that came about with my dad. i can't help but feel guilty..i shouldn't...but i do...i can't help but think that if i just prayed..my uncle eric and auntie angie would be taking care of their new born baby right now... anyway, the baby was creamated on tuesday and the funeral is on sunday...o yeah! and my little cousin's name would have been Ericka Page...i wish i prayed that night..i wish i still had a new baby cousin. :*(

On the other hand, i hate the dentist. and on wednesday i went to aimee's burday dinner at CPK! man that was so expensive for frickin' 12 people! her real burday is today (thursday)...she's 17 now! deng huh! dinner was mucho fun! it was niice getting away from the everyday routine...anyway, Happy, happy 17th Burday to MY Kreamy a-i-m-e-e! i love her!!!!

O yeah, and i got a package in the mail today from my cousin Rachel and her bf Darwin! it was such a surprise beacuse my burday's not till like 2 days! i opened it because Monique made me!! ahheha! they got me good stuff man! it was 2 sets of photo albums...not ugly ones...but like those blue bear morning glory stuff...yeah! those ones! i love it! so thanks to those two for an early burday present.

2003-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

Feeling: like the caca that i am

this is suck! i am extremely sick and i'm waiting and waiting for ats gin and oo ah er in to bring me some clam showder soup! i feel like crap! my nose is all stufffffy, i'm congested, i have a high fever, my eyes are extremely watery, my throat hurts, and i'm so dizzzzzzy! i didn't even feel like this yesterday!

it all started when i woke up this morning...norman calls me to wake me up and i couldn't even talk! my throat felt like poop! i even went to bed early the night before so i wouldn't get worser but i did! at school my friends felt my head and they said that i was burning up! during 5th period i felt sooo crapppppy! i started tearing! my friends were telling me to go to the sick room, but of course i didn't listen! i mean, come on! ME? go to the sick room...yeah right!! i never miss any days of school when i'm sick! the only time i miss school is for field trips!! i had a meeting during lunchy and i took foreeeeeeeever! after school, i went straight home, ate, watched x-men the movie, took medicine, and then i tried to try to fall asleep! it so didn't work!! i even took extra strength tylenol that's 500 mg, but it still hasn'tt taken affect yet. i'm getting better though, because my fever died down...I WANT MY CLAM CHOWDER SOUP!

Norman's away message : Hey. This is my away message because I'm doing homework. I only made this away message because my friend said that I was a liar because the old away message that I used said that I was "reading for fun" when in actuality I was "reading because of SCHOOL." Geez so analytical and critical. haha. Just for saying so I shun you, you phat parrot ::shuns::.. anywho I'm reading my AP Geo book so peace out naman!

2003-01-28T18:55:00.000-08:00

imKRiSOBE: IM ONE OF THE SEXIEST PEOPLE IN TEH WORLD
imKRiSOBE: I SHOULD BE ON THAT UPCOMING SHOW..THE HOTTEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD
SoKISSme08: jus accept the inevitable realization that i'm like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay hotter than you'lll ever be...i'm the one who made up the word 'sexy' because i am sexy!
imKRiSOBE: OK OK OK!!! U WINN
imKRiSOBE: THIS TIME..

What a funny conversation! Kris and I were just messin around! We're not conceited!

Feeling: suprisingly good
Listening to: the presiden't state of the union speech on channel 6 ( i'm going to get 25 pts. extra credit points in u.s. history...YesSs.)

NoRmS NaMaN: "It is darkest before dawn and iffy before spiffy" (Norman's new quote!)

YO! Today was not that bad at all. I did the regular-school, break, school, lunch, school, and home. Bethel told me to cover my head so I won't be a prostitute! HAHA, it was soo funny! She made me cover my head when I was walking to chem. and i was like "OMG! u are a freak!!!" I told her i was going to blog about it...so maybe she'll find my link and read this..just m-a-y-b-e.

I kept thinking about my -what if?- debut and i sort of started planning some stuff.
When i came home my mom started talking about my -what if?- debut and i told her i made out my lists and she said that she made out her own list too! i'm like..-o-k--w-o-w-! Her list is waay mad suck big bootas hardcore! It has people on it that I don't even know! My momacitas fritas is crazy kooolazZz!

O NO! There';s bad news! Now, im not even sure if i'm going to go to prom with shane in san francisco because of imac's prom! Shane's prom is on april 11, pero imac's is on the 12th! If i fly to san fran i can't fly back in a day! my mom said it'a a waste of money. I'll go to imac's if i can find a reasonable date...I have a few muchachos in mind though! So, imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? imac or san fran? I just do not know because I'll be going with Shane!! but still, it's I-M-A-C! - I-H-H-S! - P-A-N-D-A-S! I just do not know!

Ate roses was suppose to come over today to pick up more clothes, but she didn't anymore! I'm bored, so I think i'm going to ask Oo ah er iN and ats ginyYgHer to come over! They can buy me foooOooOOooOoood! i love them! they are awesomah people! ...and i love it...

2003-01-27T18:36:00.000-08:00

Feeling: funky and fresh (like Eunice's sn ^_^)
-I'm watching Even Stevens and attempting to do my homework

Today i went to school and it was allright. Moni bought me lunch! YumMaAy! Aimee and i are dumb! HAHA! Abs came over and we did the usual. I think i might go to Swork with my sister today to study /slash/ do homework. HEY i like my new sn: soKISSme08 O WAIT! i think i might be going to prom in San Francisco afterall. Since my cousin didn't make an effort to contact me...his friend did. Therefore, shigga Shane asked me to go to prom w/ him. The only problem now, is that his prom is on a friday and i can't go unless i fly there, pero, i didn't even ask my parents yet. On a good note, my sis, being the far out waay hip sis she is...(sometimes) told my mom about the dilemma...my mom said that she's willing to fly me to san fran right after school on prom day...but she was wondering why i didn't twell her about it...i didn't tell her because my mom is simply NON-APPROACHABLE! Anyway, i did have enough in me to ask my mom and she said she will fly me to san fran, pero i need to ask permission from my dad. On the other hand, my dad is even more NON-APPROACHABLE! So all i needa do now is ask my dad, pick out a dress, (i plan to wear the lavander one that shows my naval..so my piercing will show!!) and tell Shane! That's now on my 'to do' list! PEAS.

2003-01-26T14:25:00.000-08:00

Feeling: U KNOW!!

-debut's are waay awesomah fabuloso!
-ate roses debut was soo much fun
-ate (tita) heler's debut was fun too
-debut and crappy car? or a brand new car?
-mom wants debut..even if she doesn't want to admit it
-my puppy dog is cute
-E.R.H.S...go rock!
-lose weight lose weight
-school school school
-save money! for a debut dress? iono
-boys boys all types of boys!
-san fransisco's prom?
-gotta new build a bear! yippy!
-need new CD's!
-onjocozZz sponsor
-my gay cell phone is gay
-my mom screams at me when i drive :)
-i could get my license on Feb. 8
-my bday is on Feb. 8, a saturday
-need to develop about 5 roles of film
-i have a roll
-still love my piercing
-broke a nail yesterday and kitty crazy glued it
-guys rock! sometimes
-i miss church!
-i miss rerading at church
-i miss confirmation like a lot a lot waay mucho!
-rumors are suck!
-you are suck
-yes YOU!
-i want to go to san fran
-17th bday party? or forget that!?
- i love God!
-i love it

2002-12-31T22:47:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Part of Your World ( the little mermaid song)
Feeling: Bored!

Yesterday was so fun! We went to the park for Rosette's debut video. It was so fun! We played baseball and took all these pictures! We also went back to the Sylmar house, stayed there, and walked around the neighborhood. We saw PB shaun, Marc, Francis, Juan, Maha, John at the park and chilled with them. More stuff happened but I'm not really in the mood to type it all down...a lot just happened...
Right now I'm thinking about the year...because duh..it's New Year's Eve! I guess I do regret some stuff that happened throughout the year. I didn't really take a chance or strive for the best. I usually settled for mediocre. So that's all going to change..I hope! No more nonsense! Anyway, today I went to the mall with Rosette, Kitty, Amanda, JP, MArquis, Martin, JR, Ace, Lawrence, Ninang, Ninong, Tita Tess, and Tito Tony. We had to take these s-u-p-e-r gay pictures for the debut. Just like yesterday, I spent another day with them! Fun Stuff! I also went to my sister's ex boyfriend's house. It was fun there too! I don't want to type anymore and I'm going to sing karaoke and talk on the phone. And i need to clean because Earvin and Erwin are coming over. Adios!